May 12, 2022
I’m organizing my hard drive. I feel tingling all through my head. I’m consciously feeling it.
Brian Wilson was in my dreams last night. Now I’m listening to a song of his. In the song he sings the lyric ‘all the stars above my head’. I really began to feel the tingling at that moment. Then I looked into my computer screens reflection and noticed the big painting we have of a star. It’s behind me on the wall. It’s hanging over my head. I really started tingling.
Dreams
I had a very weird and vivid dream last night. I kept noticing that there were little yellow things on my arm. They looked like tiny strings of cheese. I kept brushing them off. They started wriggling around on the floor. They looked like something between a maggot and a worm. They were orange.
I noticed that there was still more on my body. I kept brushing them off. More and more were falling to the floor. I remember standing back and looking at them all on the floor. There were thousands of them wriggling around!
They didn’t even seem to be animals. Just the act of brushing them would cause some of them to smush. They were much closer to little strings of cheese that seemed to be wriggling around.
I didn’t feel super grossed out. I was definitely WEIRDED out, but not like horribly disgusted. The fact that I couldn’t feel them when they were on me, and the fact that they came off so easily told me that they weren’t cause for concern.
Someone in the dream asked what I’d eaten lately. I told him I’d eaten Doritos. I said that maybe the chips had been expired.
I was in my room and I really had to pee. At first I tried peeing in the corner. I started but then stopped after realizing that it didn’t make any sense to do that. I didn’t want to go all the way to the bathroom for some reason. I went outside to find a good spot.
I found a toilet on the sidewalk. I sat down and started peeing. I didn’t want anyone to know that I was sitting down to pee. The idea that I was shitting was better than the idea that I was peeing sitting down.
I think two ladies showed up. They had four piglets following them like puppies. One of the piglets ran over to me and sniffed my hand. I started petting him.
I’m walking along a street. A car drives by really fast and hits a second car, causing it to shoot off the road and into a building. Everyone stops to watch. I take out my phone and think about calling 911. I keep trying to dial the number but something keeps happening and I keep needing to start over again. Eventually it starts ringing but then I see that there’s already an ambulance there and so I hang up.
I’m driving a little car. I can’t remember if someone hits me or if something in the car breaks down. Either way the car just stops driving. I have to get out and push it to the side of the road. It’s a very small car. It’s so light that as I’m pushing it the whole thing accidentally rolls over upside down. I have to flip it right side up again. I remember being very frustrated.
I’m on an airplane. I don’t think I was sitting in the front, but I could somehow see out the front. I was just a passenger. We were about to land. A plane in front was also descending. They suddenly pulled up just before landing.
A huge portion of the runway turned out to be closed off. There was very little room for us to land. We were fast approaching a building. I held the hand of the girl next to me and told her everything was going to be fine. I don’t know who she was. I feel like it was my mom, but I think she was much younger than me.
The plane entered the building but it just kept going through these weird rectangular forms. The plane never collided with anything. We eventually stopped. I think Mami was there. She said something about how it was so dangerous of them to shorten the runway like that.