How about some cum? Would that bother you? Would that allow for the ships to sail sideways? Let’s get real honest for a moment. Ya. Feel that anxiety bubbling up like bubble-tea. You wanna pop those balloons? Or should I do it? How long you gonna hold on to these emotion, you ugly addict. You’re a junkie who loves to turn things inside out. You love to burn all your bridges.
Just look inside for a moment. Look within. What’s burning? Yes, a sun. A real star. It’s a jewel and you’re not noticing it. It’s hot as fuck. Observe that jewel of knowledge and let it fill your cup. It’ll allow everything to grow and flourish. Oooooh emotion? Did you feel that? And that? And everything? Ya. You can feel the universe. It is all there for you to feel. It is not so big from this perspective. Because you are all, and you can feel it. It's there for you to observe it. Why? I don’t know. Find out for yourself. Feel right into the darkness. Feel it for what it is.
I wish to feel whole with music and art. I wish for people to see and enjoy it, and I really really wish to not feel that I am burning myself out to produce stuff for people. I don’t want to be at the whim of what others want of me. I want to be going with the flow, and for other people to be riding along if they wish. Everything just easy and flowing.
Some Cum?
Jan 3, 2022