He Laughs At Me

  June 25, 2022

    All sorts of heavy dense feelings right now. It’s ok. It’s passing through you. It’ss getting lighter all the time. I love you. It’s like a big open field of green grass.
I bet you never knew you could do this.
You still gotta put in the work, though. It’s up to you to be the change you want to feel. 
Everything you see is yours and you are everything. It’s only a matter of time before the world sees its light. It’s like a little candle right now but soon it will be shining so bring that you will feel the warmth all the time. 
Love has no boundaries. 

‘Whatever that means’

That means that you’re with us 24/7. Even when you sleep. Stop the pessimism. Observe the thoughts. Observe the feeling in your head. Like to know something? You’re a tree growing through the universe.
It’s a river of pure awareness. It’s also alive. 
Tonight you’ll grow some more, I promise. It’s easy. It happens whether you like it or not. It’s good for you. 

    Now start.

    Now touch your face. Now laugh like belly freaks. Touch that mother fucker and blow up the twin towers. Fuck that dark shadow. Fuck that meditation retreat. Feel you heart explode and feel the light curl up into little rivers. It’s happening so fast you can’t even fucking comprehend. You’re a loser . You’re also a winner. You’re everything, you jerk. 

    Yah, that’s right. I got a sick sense of humour, m8.
I can laugh at the most disturbing things. You can’t even imagine. I’m so fucking free. You’ll never know. Well that’s not true, you will know soon.