Mar 9, 2023
I’m in my room at Pablo and Yoga’s. I’ve been editing for the last few hours. It’s really fun. I just wish it didn’t take so long. I think I’ll get faster over time. Once I have a folder with all the sound effects and green screens saved. But I do enjoy it. I wish I could just do my creative hobbies for a living. I enjoy them so much. I just gotta be consistently posting to the internet and I can make it happen. Patience, persistence and practice. I think I can do anything with those three things.
Have you ever seen the rain? The rain that falls on your ass and lights up your insides? It makes all the males hard. It turns them on like some sorta animal in the Congo. It’s a powerful sight.
Even though I feel low I’m still ok. I’m glad to have creativity. It makes things fun. I’m gonna stay sober now. Drinking brings me nothing but shame. I can’t seem to avoid bad situations when I drink. I just find myself getting in trouble it seems.
How about a massage? How about a dick rub? Do you think that’ll fly with the teachers? I don’t know. It’s hard to say. Just ask about it and see what they say. It’s the kinda thing that anyone should be entitled to receive.
Why do I care what other chimps will think. Boy have I been paranoid these last few days. I’m going towards a better place. I’m getting back on my feet. I really need a job. I think that’ll make a huge difference. Even though I might hate working, I’ll at least feel good about myself. I’ll be able to repay the people who’ve lent me money, I’ll be able to repay my credit card and start saving for another trip. That’s important. I need to make my dreams become a reality. There’s nothing stoping me. It’s why I’m here. I have to do it. Right now is really the time.
You need to start. It’s time. The time is here. The pyramids are real. Everything is real. Reality is so much more than you realize. It’s about time you started waking up. You could help with this process if you wanted.