July 20, 2022
Had I taken him earlier he would’ve burned up in the atmosphere. You know that. Don’t be so naive.
Remember when you were a kid and you saw that owl? That was us!
I love you so much.
I feel.
I know this feeling. It’s a shifting feeling. To you it might feel very slow and boring. Maybe even unnecessary. It’s not bad. It’s growth. It’s like huge ice sheets. They look slow and gradual. But look at the land after they’ve passed. It’s totally different. This is what’s happening to you right now.
I can’t tell you what I am yet. But you’ll know soon. For now it’s great that you keep moving into your body. I know that hearing Carter is hard. He will be ok. He will understand soon. You all will. It’s a wild ride, and it’s about to get really weird for some of you. It’s very very exciting. Everything is. It’s always changing and becoming more.
You’re doing such a great job. Everyone loves you. It’s all amazing and full of flowers. You’re gonna be something great. You’ve been so many things before. It’s all happening for a reason, in a way you can’t quite understand. Don’t use your head too much. It’s not really that useful for this kind of stuff. You’re better off feeling your body. Even the air. Just feel the sounds of nature. Hear the birds and see the fish. You’re all in the ocean together. It’s such a beautiful place to be.
I know you’re hot. I know. This is ok. Remember, you’re evolving. Congratulations. We love how much effort you put into everything that you do. You inspire us all the time with your joy and your excitement.
Even just being alone is growth. It’s not the only way to grow. It’s not always the fastest. See your vision of playing in the streets. See your vision of the skyscrapers at sunset. The massive energy. The flying beams of light and love that you see. Lean into that. It’s real and it’s waiting for you. You can see it, so show it to everyone else. Let them see it as well. Let them see the universe that exists on your planet. The wonders are not exclusive to outside and beyond your world. We often get just as much enjoyment from watching your planet. It is so different from where we are in many ways. Your culture is so interesting in how it changes. It can be influenced more easily than you think. It can be directed in a more positive place. Visions of a peaceful world are not science fiction. They can be real, and they are real in other parts of the galaxy. Your world can be this. Don’t worry about the end of your planets existence. It’s not real in the way you think. It’s going to be ok. Everything always will be.
Dreams
A doctor is coming to see me in my house. He’s asking how I’m feeling. I tell him I’m constipated. I’d eaten eggs earlier.
I’m hooking up with Kendall Jenner. I think something ended up going wrong.
I’ve just come home. Tyler is in the dining room with a friend. His friend looks more and more like Tyler as time goes on. Tyler tells me he has a new idea for the house. He says that anytime anyone makes food we should share a portion with the rest of the house. I tell I don’t like the idea. I won’t do it. Tyler and his friend are very upset at first. I don’t back down.
I felt a certain confidence throughout my dreams. I remember feeling sure of myself quite a bit. I remember at one point being in a mall and going up to a girl and using a hypnotic technique to get her to hook up with me, and it worked! Usually in my dreams as soon this starts happening I lose confidence and I wake up, or it just falls apart. I didn’t know I was dreaming last night, though.
I kept waking up in the morning thinking that I had to keep track of orders at the Fox. I was dreaming that I was serving customers. I couldn’t remember if I needed to remember this stuff or if I was just dreaming. It was sorta confusing.