March 12, 2022
Areas To Focus On:
Getting Passport
Australian Visa
Going to Open-Mics
Having RAG up and running
I’m at home, high. I’m on the couch. Just sat here doin stuff. I’m the cloud! I am! I am the magic tool maker who builds this couch! I’m powerful for several reasons. I’m the first guy in line for you. I’m that serious. I’m really on steroids these days.This is some important stuff you gotta do! You can’t stop those things. That’s all that I’m talking about. You can talk to me with you. Listen up.
I’m so fucking bored.
I’m bored as fuck. It’s all one fire anyways. I’m just high and bored. I wanna have sex . That sounds fucking fun, uhhhhh. I don’t wanna try. I blame weed. tHere I said it. I think if one thing should. Go to see if things improve, it would be weed. That’s all I’m saying. I don’t take long enough breaks. I crack and go back. It's weird that it pulls me back. Quitting peanut butter or eggs or a coke or chips don’t pull me like that. Why does weed? It keeps convincing me to do it. And I get really low. I feel so low. I don’t get high I get low.
Why do I keep wanting to get low? I keep thinking how it’s helped me before. That’s the thing that ends up scaring me the most. I think of the times when I realized something really cool when I was high or had a great idea that got implemented in something.