Dec 31, 2023
It’s New Year’s Eve. The end of 2023. I’ve been trying my best to let some other power guide me and give me direction.
I had the hunch to got to church today. I felt like it was something to do on New Year’s, since today is Sunday.
The actual service was alright. I feel like I prefer AA meetings. I feel a much stronger and safer connection to something greater than myself. I enjoyed the singing. That felt appropriate, because I’ve been trying to really feel the energy of my throat.
I don’t know that I’ll go back. Maybe just whenever I feel a push to do so. I feel that my going there today had a benefit that I may not be aware. An energetic benefit.
I went to the park and hung out on the grass. I was reading for a while and then fell asleep.
There was a concert in the park so I went to check it out. I kinda wandered around but didn’t go to the actual stage area. It was too loud and there were too many people.
I saw a pinecone on the ground and I got this random surge of excitement! I picked it up and took a photo. I googled the symbolism right away, because I know it meant something. It turns out it represents human evolution and enlightenment in many cultures. That seemed super fitting. I thought that was super cool!!! I feel so connected.
In this New Year I want to feel more energy and more growth. I want to feel closer to beings of love that are around and in me at all times. I want to aspire to being an ambassador of love and light. I want to have faith that the universe will work through me.
The universe will guide me and take me where I need to go. It will take the reins and direct me. I will be along for the ride.
Your courage is just. It takes hold and brings light.