Long, Tall Dreams

 July 28, 2023

I’m in Melbourne at the moment. I have the day off work. I did my Australian taxes this morning. It said I’m gonna get back about $500 which is good. I still gotta pay about $2700 on my credit card, and then $3000 to mom. I can’t believe I owe so much money. It’s crazy. I’ve been working for two months now. But I’ve been sober for about 6ish weeks. That’s where most of the money was going. I spent so much money on drinking. But I still don’t quite understand how it was $8000 in total. That’s just insane. It really started in February. That’s around when I started going in debt. I finally started paying it off about a month ago. So I somehow spent $8000 in four months. It’s really weird. 

    Right now I’m just focusing on the credit card. Once that’s payed off it will be a big relief. I’m flying to New Zealand in November. That’s about three and a half months away. I’m hoping to do similar work to what I’m doing now. I wanna pay off all my debts and start saving money. I’d like to also apply for my British passport. 

    It feels so good to be sober. I completely forget that I was drinking. It’s so weird. I kinda forget that I spent so much time drunk recently. It’s almost like a nightmare. I’m just relieved it’s behind me. I don’t even think about it anymore.

    There was a big hearing the other day about UFO’s in the US. It really surprised me. They talked about crash retrievals and reverse engineering of spaceships. They talked about alien bodies as well. It was interesting to see all the news outlets talking about it in a much more serious way. Probably the most serious way I’ve ever seen. There’s a new feeling of realism. I’m really happy about that. I feel like this has opened the topic in a really important way. It’ll only gain momentum from here. I can’t see it going away ever again. I just really hope that people like Steven Greer can speak. I love how often he’s reminding us that 99% of aliens are not hostile- it’s us that are the violent ones. 

    My dreams are pretty interesting lately. Mainly because it feels like I’m more aware of how long the dreams are. It’s pretty regular now where I’ll wake up and assume I’ve been asleep for like 10 hours, only to find it’s only 1 am. It’s really interesting. It’s not so much that I can remember the specifics of the dreams, but I can remember how long they’re lasting. It’s like I’m living whole other lives and having all sorts of experiences, which I’m sure are just as real and relevant as my waking life. Last night I had one of those dreams that are different. I’ve had these kind before, not often. I was looking at a star in the sky. Someone was telling me about it. They were saying the name. I think I remember the word Omega. I also remember something about non-binary I think. But anyways, there was some sort of transference of energy. Something shot out of the star and shot into my mouth/throat area. It was like all this light was being pumped into me. And the feeling was really incredible. I’ve had like two other dreams where I can remember clearly feeling this amazing rush of energy. It happened last night and it felt really special, like I was being upgraded or something. I feel like there were two other interesting events last night, but I can only remember that one.

    The house was full of children. They were running in circles. The mom was trying to calm everyone down. She grabbed a piece of bread and held it aloft. 

    “Who’s hungry!?” She sang.

    The kids stopped running and started up at her. Then they touched her in inappropriate ways. 

Vader Learns to Lead

 Jul 23, 2023

    The elastic girl was being pounded by a gorilla. The ape was fucking her brains out. The girl was enjoying it. She was getting higher and higher. 

    Eventually the moon set and the sky grew dark. The two of them lay down to sleep. In the middle of the night there was a hum. The gorilla opened his eyes. He could see a glowing disk above the trees. He became curious. He got up and walked closer. There was the sound of crying in his head. Someone was trying to speak with him.

    He closed his eyes. When he opened them he was in space. The stars were twinkling all around him. He used his intention to focus on one in particular. He started zooming towards it.

    Darth Vader was watching TV. He was so bored. He didn’t want to go back to work. 
A door behind him slid open.

    “Your excellence! You must come out now! The coffee is ready!” 

    Darth groaned like a child. “I’m not coming. I want to watch TV.”

    Ten days later the ship arrived at a big blue planet. There were floating squirrels in the skies and pigs that drove water taxis. The whole ship was in awe. 

    “Where’s Darth?!” He’d love to see this!” Shouted a commander. 

    “I’ll go grab that fucker,” said a woman. 

    Darth Vader was busy fucking a moose. The lady screamed like a real victim when she saw that. She tried to run out of the room. He was too quick for her. He slapped her with his cock. She collapsed to the floor. Darth exited his room and wandered out into the hallways, his long cock dragging behind on the floor. 

    A nearby barista saw Darth approaching. He screamed. He grabbed a pot of hot water and threw it over Darth’s dick. Darth started shrieking. He tried slapping his cock to cool it down. 

    Someone inside the ships mechanical room heard the screams. He decided to hit an emergency button. The ship’s power stopped. The lights went out and everything was plunged into darkness.

    “Why’d you do that?” Asked a fellow mechanic.

    “We gotta hide, Bruce! Can’t you hear the screams? The darkness will protect us!”

    The mechanics used their hands to feel around the room. They found crevices and cracks to hide.

    Darth Vader was two floors above. He was bumping into walls like a drunkard. “Help me find my victims,” he prayed. 

    He used his cat senses to see through the ships walls. The bodies of the frightened mechanics appeared. 

    “HAHAHAHA! I see the freaks!” Darth got down on his hands and feet and began moving towards his prey. 

Trying to Teach

 July 15, 2023

    The letter L is powerful for you today. Vibrate towards Leo and feel its potential. Open up to all the vibrations and love pouring onto your planet. Become one with the truth of who you are. Ready yourself for more and more and do so graciously and lovingly.
The last chance to get on the ships is coming. Get closer to the forest and let them know you’re here. Let them all in very happily. It’s time to ascend and to rise above the noise. Let it be. Don’t try to stop any of it, even the negativity. It will die on its own. It has already los. It’s just making it final death rattle. It’s making a lot of noise as it dies. 
    The writer was at his desk. He couldn’t think of shit. He kept trying to think of a good story. Finally he got up and went to the window. He opened it. He looked down on the world below him. Hen wondered how many of this broads would fuck him. He decided to find out. He went down to the street and started humming every member of society. They were screaming for mercy. 

    The teacher was twenty minutes late for his class. He’d been in the parking lot eating fried chicken and watching the news.

    “I’m sorry to keep you all waiting!” He screamed, as he entered the room. 

    “Get on with our education!” Screamed a young lad.

    “I’m so sorry. Today we will be learning how to write very well!” Declared the teacher, as he sucked chicken grease from his fingers. 

    “Thank God!” Wept a girl.

    The teacher started writing many words on the black board. Eventually he arrived at the word ‘fuck’. He turned slowly and faced the room. 

    “I want you all to write a story about me. I want you to teach your children how brave I was! Now go home!”

    One girl ran home. She passed the forest. On the. Way there she saw a typewriter. She also saw an old woman coming out of the bushes. The girl turned violently ill and threw up into the abyss. 

    The next morning the teacher arrived at her front door. He was banging like a madman. “Let me in! I  know you’re inside!” 

    The girl’s father came to the door. “What’s going on out there?” 

    The teacher bent down and stuck his head through the cat flap. “You’re daughter has taken my will to live! I wanna confront her!” 

    The father gasped in horror. “My daughter!? She’d never do such a thing!”

    “She has,” moaned the teacher. 

    The father couldn’t contain himself. He began sobbing as he unlocked the door. “Ya know- I raised that girl to love! I raised her to be compassionate. It was all for nothing!” 

    The teacher gave the man a sympathetic pat on the belly. “I’m sorry to be the bringer of bad news. Just direct me to her room and I’ll take care of all of this.”

    The father pulled out a piece of paper and began drawing directions to his daughters bedroom. “You’re gonna wanna take a left at the bathroom,” he said between sobs of sorrow. “Then hang a right at the laundry room, followed by another left at the home theatre.”

    “Thank you for your service,” whispered the teacher, as he placed the paper down his pants. “I trust that you’ll include me in your prayers tonight.”

    “Of course I will!” Wailed the father, who had tears streaming down his furry face. 

    The writing teacher began to ascend the stairs. He was preparing himself for a confrontation like no other. 

Absolutely Abandoned

 July 13, 2023

    I was allowed inside the temple. I was allowed to sit at the stone floor. I prayed for three days. I never got an answer. I think I’ll come again tomorrow.
I have seen the lights float through the leaves. They resonate with the nature. I’m sure that everyone will remember them. When are we gonna get around to building up our downtown core? I wanna see some progress on this baby.

    The queen was sitting on the edge of her bed. She was fingering herself and laughing so hard. Suddenly her daughter entered the room.

    “Mother! I wanna be the next queen!”

    The queen stopped her fingering. She glared at her child. “Don’t you think I know that? Don’t you think I’m aware of how greedy you are?”

    "I'm not a greedy child. I'm only wondering what I need to learn to rule this land!"

    The queen stood very very slowly. “Follow me. Let me show you something.”

    The two of them walked outside. They wandered through the mud. They were getting dirty. Eventually they arrived at a tiny log cabin.

    The queen pointed towards the door. “Go ahead and knock.”

    The daughter was quick to do as she was told. She walked forwards and banged against the door. 

    “Who’s there!?” Screamed a man from within.

    “It’s yo queen!” 

    The door swung wide open. It was a huge bearded man. 

    “I have a gift for you,” said the queen.”This little girl wants to live with you from now on.”

    “Ok,” said the man. He looked down at the little girl. “I can train her to milk the hogs and prune the trees.”

    “That’s fine,” replied the queen. 

    “Mother, what is happening to me?” Asked the girl.

    “You’re going to live with Frank from now on. Please behave.”

    “Come on in, child!” Laughed Frank. “I’ll teach you how to fuck the pigs!”

    “Oh hell no,” whispered the girl. She turned to run but her mother grabbed her by the tit. She hoisted her daughter above her head and threw her through Frank’s window. 

    “Oh my god!” Laughed Frank. “What a great throw!”

    “Thank you!” Replied the queen. “Perhaps tonight I will come by and suck yo cock!” 

    Frank turned beet red. His dick became hard and popped through his pants. “I- I would greatly enjoy that, your highness.”

    The queen gave his dick a quick squeeze. Frank gasped in awe. The queen turned and walked back towards the castle. 

That Wise Moose

 July 10, 2023

    His majesty sat at the table. He was eating some corn. It was making his belly burst. He started to wish he was younger and better looking.

    “Why have I been blessed with such a fowl figure!?!” He howled. 

    The heavens opened up above his majesty’s head. A little moose appeared from behind a cloud. 

    “You ungrateful?” Asked the moose.

    “I just wanna be cool,” wept the man. “I wanna be desired!”

    The moose was compassionate. He smiled and sent a hot beam of love from his heart to his majesty’s. “How about we go for some shrimp. Would that make you feel better?”

    His majesty stopped sobbing and lifted his head in awe. “I would love some shrimp! Don’t play with me! Are you being serious?”

    “Indeed, my child,” smiled the moose. The room began to dissolve. The sound of bells filled the air. 

    His majesty suddenly found himself and the moose in a buffet. They were surrounded by steaming plates and laughing families. 

    “Thank you!” Sobbed his majesty, who had fallen to the floor in deep gratitude. 

    The two of them enjoyed their feast for all of eternity.  

The Evolution of A Marmot

 July 9, 2023

    Just in time! I got out of the the fire just in the knick of time. Thank God for all the help. I’d like to really continue to grow and to evolve. I will continue to download high vibrations through my body. I will raise my vibration and become lighter and more loving. It’s so fun. It’s very powerful. 

    You just need to take your time. It’s a gradual kinda thing. It doesn’t mean that tomorrow you will be floating through walls. But it does mean that every second of your life that is lived consciously is a huge upgrade. You are constantly being upgraded, and it happens at a much faster rate when done consciously and happily.

    The lion was fast asleep. The sound of rain on the leaves calmed his nerves. 

    “Is anyone there?” Asked a small voice. 

    The lion opened his eyes. He looked around. He couldn’t see anything. “Who’s here?” He asked. 

    “It’s me! It’s your mother!” Replied the voice.

    The lion squinted his eyes. He saw her! His mother was hiding under a rock. 

    “What do you need?” Asked the lion.

    “I need some money for rent. You owe me twenty five dollars.”

    The lion moaned. “I’m poor. I have no moolah. Please come back later.”

    “When are you gonna get a job?” Asked his mother.

    “I don’t know. Maybe next month.”

    "Alright," she replied, as he began to float up through the ceiling.  The lion went back to sleep and dreamt of fucking some whores. 

    The toad was growing like a maggot. His face was squeezed against yellow letters. He was inside the universe. It was all right there. It was happening at such a grand scale. The music of his youth played. It came out of the walls. Was this the future? How did he see this? How was he conscious? A second ago he’d been a maggot. Now he was conscious of himself and of the universe. He started to laugh. “How am I gonna explain this to my wife!”

    He crawled against a tight little cube and got cozy. He went to sleep. Twenty years later he opened his eyes. The world had changed. There were floating cities and vibrations in the air! The whole thing was alive! 

The Search for Salad

  July 8, 2023

    The last effort to recover the bodies took place this morning. The workers marched into the wreckage. Their faces were long and miserable. They had fought hard to find their comrades. They knew this last search would be a failure.

    “I wanna go home!” Screamed a Taiwanese pastry chef. “I should be lying in bed watching Cesar Milan!”

    “You need to put some effort into this search!” Replied the commander. “Our men could be underneath our feet! They could be gasping for air!”

    The soldiers started picking up rocks one by one. They knew they were failing. Every minute that passed confirmed this. 

    “How much longer, mate?” Asked a Nordic body builder.

    The commander kneeled down and whispered into the soldier’s ear. “Till your nose looks like Rudolph the Red Nosed Salamander. You understand what I’m saying?”

    The Nordic gasped in horror. “You can’t speak to me like this! You know who my papa is? He built the bridge of love!” 

    “I don’t need no bridge of love to make my money!” Screamed the commander. “You’re gonna dig till yo nose lights up like the Eiffel Tower.” 

    The Nordic man collapsed to the ground in a heap of anguish. He was wailing in horror at the insults. 

    And so the men continued through the day. They were sweaty. They started smelling like a bunch of unwashed hogs. Still they searched. 

A New Morning

 July 7, 2023

    I’m in love with the morning. When the sun begins to rise above those houses. I can see all the old souls pushing their noses against the glass. I can see them glowing with love. I often love to throw rocks at their houses. It’s so fun! I love seeing the doors fall into a mountain of dust. I like to see the old souls run for their lives. I chase them. I jump through the window and hunt them down. I find them in the laundry room. I snap a wet towel to frighten them. I herd them like sheep! I get them into a big pit. Then I cook for them a wonderful meal. I treat them like royalty. They really start to loosen up and relax. We stay up late into the night, laughing and eating. 

The Lawd Is Love

 July 6, 2023

    I love that you see me. We are very pleased to connect. We wish to join you on your adventures. We would love to sing with you and to feel you close to us. We know that you wish for this as well. Just step a little closer and let in the love light that surrounds and emanates from within your field. This will awaken you and help to awaken those around you. You all have the power to be like stars for one another. Like sources of power and light and higher frequencies light, potential, awareness. Your moon is activating these things within you. You have always had the ability to sing. It is sometimes just you that blocks it. There are reasons for this. Reasons connected to your throat chakra. This is related to when you were a teenager and you had trouble with your voice. Singing is one of the best things for this. It will really help to alleviate those stored traumatic memories. Try to sing with an instrument everyday, and to tune your voice. 

The Longest Lawyer

 July 2, 2023

The lawyer was running down the sidewalk. He was being chased by bumblebee’s.
“Someone help me!” He shrieked. “I don’t deserve this!” 
A young boy from Mexico was playing tennis nearby. He heard the screams. He put down his racket and walked towards the sidewalk. He saw the lawyer running.
“What’s happening to you?!” Screamed the boy.
“I’m being attacked- call for help! Do what needs to be done!” Begged the lawyer. He ran past the boy and straight into a grocery store. The bee’s were buzzing close behind.
The boy knew that his uncle had hunted bee’s in the war. The young lad jumped onto the roof of a truck and rode it to his homeland. It was still dark by the time he arrived. He found his uncle sitting by the river. 
“Uncle! Help me!” 
“What’s the matter?” Asked his uncle, a twinkle in his beautiful brown eyes. 
“I met a man who’s in trouble! He was being terrorized by bees!” 
The uncle raised his eyebrows so high that they disappeared beneath his afro. “Well I used to hunt bees. I killed twenty five million of those fools.”
“I know! That’s why I came looking for you! Let’s help the man!”
“Where is he?” Asked the uncle. 
“In Montreal.” 
“Canada?” Whispered the uncle, a look of great sadness forming across his gorgeous face.
“That’s right!” Shouted the boy, who was pulling on his uncle’s nose to get him up.
The uncle stood slowly. “We’ll go in the morning. I need to feed the hogs.”
So the two of them headed up the street. The uncle let his nephew sleep on the porch. They had a day of true suffering ahead of them. 

    My body is very full of power.

    Yes it’s getting charged. It’s going to increase. You may not notice. It’ll just become normal. You’re getting more able to hold more energy this will help with most things. You should continue to put your attention here. There is a whole universe there that is quite joyful to engage with. Your body will become more and more able to harness and utilize higher frequencies. It’s a very natural process. A very joyful one. 

    Why?

    Because you wanted this. It’s something that you had always wanted to experience. To be on a planet like this and to be experiencing what you’re feeling. It’s really a real contrast. It’s not something that is that common on a planet like yours at this time. It will be the norm in the future. Some people wouldn’t want to feel these things so early because they can’t talk to anyone about it. That may be one downside. It is something that people generally go through in secret at this time. 

Greedy Greta

July 1, 2023

    On the edge of a cliff. I'm so cold. The waves below are so far. There are sharks and seaweed. I wanna go home, but I can't. I gotta jump inside. I gotta know more.

    So I give Dumbledore a wink. Then I jump! I rise and fall. I am pulled towards the ocean. I'm falling like a meteor. 
    Now I feel warm. I open my eyes. There's a galaxy below me!

    'What is this?' I wonder.

    A bird appears.
    "You're in the centre of a vortex! It's swirling all around you! You just need to breathe through it. Let it continue to churn up old feelings. Old emotions and memories.”
    "Oh ok," I reply. 
    "Let it all be swept up and thrown away!" Continues the bird. "Like wind blowing away dead leaves! Watch as the fresh air rushes in to take its place. Many memories will be stirring in you at this time. It's a great honour for you.”

    "Thank you!" I shout.
    The bird nods. He jumps onto my head. 
    The two of us are dragged a little deeper into the darkness. 

    The other guy is only in it for the money. He just wants to see how far he can push you. His whole thing is about greed. He’s gonna make you fear him. He’ll take all your money and paint a picture of evil. That’s how he’ll get to you. You need to run away.

    My majesty is burning. He’s gonna know the pain for a long time. It is such a slow death. His robes will smoulder. His face will melt. His bones will grow dry.

    What’s going on with energy?

    You are in the centre of a vortex! It’s swirling all around you! You just need to breathe through it. Let it continue to spin and churn up old feelings. Old emotions and memories. Let it all be swept up and thrown away! It’s like the fall wind blowing all the leaves away! It’s a wonderful and merry occasion! Watch as the fresh air rushes in to take its place. Many memories will be stirring in you at this time. It’s a great honour for you. It’s finally a time of change. The old is leaving and the new is rushing in to take its place!
    So it's good for me to help it along?
    It doesn’t really need your help. But the benefit of ‘helping it along’ means that it will be a more conscious and joyful process for you. It will happen either way. So yes, we encourage you to engage with it and be a part of the process. Understand what is happening and why things are happening. It will make the ride much smoother for you. The more resistance you put up the more stress and suffering. We love you very much, thank you for connecting with us and thank you for continuing to be creative. You are a force of positivity. All will be revealed to you and all with be happy and joyful. 

Ramsay Runs the World

 Jun 29, 2023

    I’m in the room. I think I must let go of many things. I’m so attached. I can feel the effects. I’ve wanted to be famous for so long. Ever since I can remember. Ever since I was a little boy on Glenmore. I don’t know why. I need to let go of that. I’ve always known that being famous isn’t what I’d expect. I know that I’d get it and then feel not all that into it. So why have I wanted it so bad? For the last few years I've been obsessed with getting famous at 24, because that’s when John Lennon and Kurt Cobain got famous. I’m 24 now and lately I’ve felt so much pressure from myself. It’s such a part of my identity. It informs so much about how I see myself, the world, and my place in it. I want to start letting go of that. I don’t need that expectation for myself.
 

    Have you ever seen the sun? The way it reflects across the water? It lights up all the frogs. It makes them blind. I’ve seen this first hand. It makes me sick. I went looking for a doctor because those frogs needed my help. I walked into the back of a deli and found my man. He was operating on a cow. I walked up behind him and poked his butt. He turned around and looked at me in delight.

    “Hello, son!” He said. “How can I help you?”

    “I’m in need of a helping hand. Can you come with me? I need you to save the frogs.”

    “What’s wrong with them?” Asked the doctor.

    “They’re getting burned. I haven’t seen this kind of violence in a long time. Can you help me?”

    The doctor set down his tools and whispered words of love into the cow’s ear. Then he stroked its head. 

    So ten days later we finally arrived at the pond. I realized we were too late. There was a big tent with a chimney. There was black smoke billowing into the sky. 

    “What’s that smell?” Asked the doctor.

    “I have a bad feeling.”I responded. We walked into the tent and found skewers upon skewers of roasted frogs.

    “What’s going on here?” Screamed the doctor. He was panicking.

    “Chef Ramsay got here first,” I cried, pointing towards a stove. Chef Ramsay was leading a team of chefs. They were roasting my precious frogs. I fell to the floor in a heap of horror. I moaned and wailed. The doctor lifted my up and threw me over his shoulders. He carried me to his house and took care of me.

The Hall of Cock

 Jun 26, 2023

    My last sinning took place this morning. I bolted from my bed and stabbed a man. He fell to the floor in a pile of pain. I laughed at the sun. I dragged that corpse down main street. I dumped it in front of my sisters house. I doused the corpse in baby oil. I lit a match and stuck it up the dead man’s ass. The body exploded in fireworks. All the people walking by clapped and cheered. They thought it was a holiday. They were unaware of the sadness. I walked back home. I spent my evening in front of the TV. I watched every episode of American Idol. I fell asleep on the couch. I dreamt of flying dogs and girls with hair growing from their knees. It was a nightmare, that’s for sure.

    My long dick is dragging along the pavement. It’s getting all cut up and bloody. I need surgery. I need to fix this. I can’t stand the pain any longer. Some men think it’s hot. The women don’t like it. They think it looks gross. The men are into it. So many of them try to lick it up. I have to fend for my life on a daily basis. 

    Your life is circling around a point of infinite potential and love. Your whole life is round and bubbling and growing. It’s expanding. So much energy came into you last night. You handled it very well. You are lighting up like the whole universe. Your aura is starting to vibrate at a frequency that really stands out. Beings who visit will immediately notice you, because of your light. It is impossible to miss. You have lots of love and support. And all the time you are so unaware of who you really are. That part is so fun for us to see. You get to remember who you are. It’s an amazing process. It’s a part of nature unique to beings of your kind. You go from being unconscious to conscious. It’s happening within one lifetime. Most of humanity sees itself as being conscious. We would disagree in many ways. We actually don’t see your species as being that different from the animals on your planet, in terms of consciousness. True consciousness is understanding what and where you are. Understanding that you are everything. That you are not your body. That your awareness is not coming from the brain. That you are eternal. There is no beginning and no end. That fear is resistance to the present moment. 

The Teacher Laughs for Love

 Jun 25, 2023

    My knees are the first thing to lose contact with God. They often have to sit up straight and get motivated before they can get out of bed. I’m just trynna figure out where to direct my attention. Should I be sitting on girls faces? I know they like that kind stuff. I feel like the past always had better things going on.

    So I walked into the front office and approached my teacher. He was standing by a mountain of dollar-bills.

    “Where’d you get all the money?” I asked.
My teacher whipped around like a frightened politician. He smacked his lips together and rubbed his forehead. He was sweating real bad. “Um- in my house! I got it from under my bed! This is cash that I earned!”

    “Oh ok,” I said. “Can I have a few dollars for lunch? I wanna pizza. It’s thirteen dollars.”
My teacher laughed and then fell to the floor. He couldn’t control himself. He was slapping the tiles. He had fat tears of ecstasy falling from his eye. 

    “Control yourself, Stanley!” I screamed.

    “OH MY GOD THAT BE SO FUNNY TO ME!” He howled. He ripped off his shirt to reveal a strong collection of muscles. Then he stood slowly. The wind was whipping his hair all over the place. 

    “Do I look good?” He whispered, a cheeky grin forming across his face.

    “You look like Prince Charming from Shreck 2!” I replied. “I’ve never seen such beautiful dominance!”

    My teacher laughed. He ruffled up my hair and stuck his finger in my ear. “Listen close. Go grab a pizza for us. We’ll share a moment of love!” 

    I put out my hands and caught the enormous amount of money I was been given. I walked to the front door and stepped outside. I sniffed the air. I was locating that fresh pizza. I caught a strong whiff of dough and walked in that direction. 

    I’m here in Melbourne still. 

    Yes you are. It’s good to hear from you. You should go for a walk and check out the sky today. See what you receive. Also make sure to know that you are over-loaded with strong energies, in a good way. It’s all pumping. It may make you feel out of it. Just be sure to breath and to stay hydrated and to stay in the present Monet. Lots of good things will come from this. You should always stay centred and grounded because this is how you connect to the earth. You are giving and receiving when you do this. It’s like breathing. You wouldn’t want to hold your breath for very long. That’s is what happens energetically when you don’t ground yourself and release. It all gets built up and and swirls around in your field. Keep staying present and releasing all the energy. Allow new energies to pour in and circulate, then release. It’s a good process and leads to a feeling of lightness. 
Anything else? 

    Your guides are watching you grow and become the man you are destined to be. Don’t worry too much about not being “famous” or a teenage heart throb. Follow your bliss and never worry about the outcome. Don’t make your creativity conditional. You just do what you want to do, what feels right, what feels fun, and then share it! It does’t need to a be a super organized system or collection of a certain style. Your creative and so there will never be ‘one way’ with you. It will always be changing. That is your super power and what people will like about you. We love you, we are so pleased to connect with you, your ET brothers and sisters want to meet you soon. Just keep grounding and intentionally connecting to the universe that you are.  

The Slum-Brothers

 June 23, 2023

    Here is the deal. I’m on my way to the top. I got my acceptance letter from the mayor. He wants me. He wants my presence. I’m gonna make it. I’m heading to the big city. I can see money and dollar signs. It’s gonna be a changing day in my life. The whole world knows it. I’m no longer afraid of the pain. I’m eternal. I'm a blown up sand castle. This is the day I’ve been waiting for..

    Now it the second day of eternity. It seems like everyone knows me. Everywhere I go I see eyes pointed my way. They’re into me. I try to shoo them away. They wanna hear some music. It’s all I’m good for. They say things like ‘Kai! Play us The Avocado Song!’.

I chuckle and slap them on the ass. Then I pick the hot girls and we go back to their house and fuck till the cows come home. It’s an honest life. It’s good for me.

    So then the water dried up and the clouds faded. I walked home. My head was hung like a lazy cock. I wandered through the streets 'til midnight. I wished I had a car. These legs weren’t made for walking. I came across a black cat. He was staring at me from atop a roof. 

    “How much further?” I asked.

    “You’re on the right path. Keep going like you know you were meant to,” whispered the feline friend. “It takes so long, but it’s all part of your spiritual evolution.”
    I nodded in respect. I kept walking. I lit a fat cuban cigar. I smoked that baby. The whole street was pitch black. My fat cigar was the only source of light. Big moths were attracted. They started buzzing around my head. I got annoyed and slapped a few. 

    I’m excited for New Zealand. I’m excited to have money. It’s still a long way off. Hopefully I can pay off my credit card and save lots of money before then. The country sounds expensive.

    You can believe whatever you want. You can show others the same. Just try to sense your body. Make these contacts more frequent. The state you’re in is very good for you and for those around you. We are always prodding and trying to be more a part of you. We can share your vessel. Its a very fun thing. It can be very nice because then you never feel alone. You are always aware of the light and of the sensation of old friends. It’s a beautiful thing.

Should I know anything? I know that the solstice is going on and there’s lots of energies right now.

      Yes there’s always lots of energies but at this time there is a very particular hight frequency. Stay hydrated, get fresh air, and do the things that bring you joy. Continue to sense your body and stay present and in a state of acceptance and gratitude. That’s really the most important couple of things. It can be quite easy actually. It just takes a bit of practise and then it’s your natural state. We’re all cheering you on. It’s happening at a fast pace now. The changes taking place are really obvious from where we are. You can also see changes in your outer reality, but your inner reality is where it’s most obvious. Do you feel different? Your confidence and the spiritual energies? Remember you are very loved by us and we really enjoy seeing you do the things you love. 

    This is such a great life time and it’s really exciting to see how you’re spending it. You are consciously living and moving through the earth at this time, which is an absolutely wonderful thing for us to witness. 

My Face Is Hurting

 June 10, 2023

    I’m so hurt and sick of the people here. I don’t want to be around these people. They’re so stupid. They’re just dumb. They don’t get anything. They’re so fucking arrogant. I don’t understand it. I hate them right now. 

    First it was from watching videos of ‘experts’ reacting to movie scenes. They’re giving their opinions on how realistic the scenes were. For the most part they were fine. But then there’d be some arrogant moron who’d kinda extend their area of expertise. The way Chris Hadfield did in when talking about the nature of the universe. One of the things that annoys me the most is when people who study outer space, or are astronauts, think that they’re somehow closer to dealing with the universe than everyone else. Like their opinions matter more than the rest of us. And that thinking is the biggest sign that they just don’t get it. The universe is everywhere and everything. A coal miner learning how to mine coal is dealing with the universe JUST as closely and intimately as an astronaut floating through space, or a scientist studying the orbit of planets. The universe, or reality, does not START anywhere. I don’t even believe that observing things through a microscope is anymore fundamental that understanding how to ride a bike. They’re both equally valid ways of understanding the universe. They’re so locked into their minds and their five senses. They have such a weirdly basic, linear, 3D concept of reality. They just don’t get consciousness. 

    And the reason these people are so arrogant is because we keep asking their opinions. It’s really media platforms fault. They keep allowing certain people to have the final say. 

    There’s a YouTube channel I love called Frankenstein’s Lab. I just saw that they’d posted a video of them reacting to ‘People Channeling Aliens’. And the guy on the thumbnail was Daniel Scranton. He’s someone who’s channels I listen to every single night before bed. Of course the video they watched was trying to disparage channellers. Try’s to make them look stupid. That really fucking hurt me. I’m sure that I would have laughed at it a couple of years ago, too. 

    But I didn’t stay fucking asleep. I started realizing how fucking obvious this whole ‘reality’ thing is. There’s so many thousands upon thousands of people who’ve had direct experience with E.T.’s. Why the fuck hasn’t everyone else realized this? Daryl Anka has gone through brain scans to show what his brain is doing when he channels. It’s doing weird and unexplained stuff! That doesn’t prove it’s aliens, but it’s a pretty good indicator that he’s not just closing his eyes and making shit up. You’d be able to see that on the scans! Why the fuck are these ‘scientists’ not realizing that? How stupid must you be? Why not do a little investigating? Because they’re morons. 

Blasted Like a Cannon

 June 4, 2023

    All the whispers added up make tons of ham. It’s the ringing of love. It’s the sound of desperate old age. I’m getting older. Fuck. The feeling of being a teenager is going away. I’m not a kid anymore. I don’t know if I’m ready. I feel like so much of the last few years was thrown away anyways. So much time being drunk and high. So much time being hungover. Why didn’t I get further? I feel like I’m supposed to be so much more. Did I make a mistake?

    No I don’t think you did. You are just being held down for reasons that you’l understand later. It’s all part of the process. Nothing to feel ashamed about. Just continue writing to us and being in the present moment. All your questions will be answered from that place.

    Dreams

    I was in the back seat of a car. Two people were in front driving me. There was lots of snow outside. It was a kinda magical feeling. It was a university town. The road took us by the university. The road actually cut right through the school. I could see all the teenagers starting their day. It was their first morning at uni. They were coming out of their dorms in their pyjamas. They were excited to see all the snow. 

    At one point the guy in the car asked me what I thought about gender pronouns. If I was annoyed by them. I asked him if he believed LGBTQ people were lying. I told him I believed many people who are annoyed by the new words seem to be using that as excuse for what they’re really bothered by. It seems to me they don’t believe a persons consciousness or soul can be totally different from their body. But they won’t say that, they’ll use the excuse of not wanting to have to use a new word. I guess they’re materialists. They don’t see any separation between the body and the awareness. You are the body, as far as they’re concerned. 

Limitless Nights

 May 14, 2023

    I want to talk to you. I want to feel you here. I’d love to know about your day and to ask you questions. Who is it that you want? You want some sort of hug. Or do you want to feel closer to knowing? How are you getting on? Are you smart? Are you talking to people who are understanding? How is this happening? Think about it for a second. Just close your eyes and let the wind roll in. Let the sun set and let the rivers flow. Let it all in and let it out. Think about the moon on the water. It’s bubbling now. All that pent up rage. It’s coming out in waves. It just wants to give. More and more and more. 

    Now think about death. The act of dying. It’s a Holy thing. It is meant to be cherished and worshipped. If you want to know about life you must embrace death. You must see it in every aspect of this universe. It’s not a mistake. It’s not the end. It’s not done. It’s part of a cycle that you can observe in every aspect of nature. In every aspect of reality. Coming and going. Rising and falling. Over and over again. It’s cyclical. 

An Honest Man's Dream

 May 12, 2023

    My dream is to sell the kids and get payed. I’d love to buy stocks in coal. I think there’s a lot of money to be made. I also think that people need to get in touch with their inner bitches. They need to talk to themselves a little more often. Maybe think about building walls between their eyes. That way they’re like hens. Just an idea.

    What if I was financially free? No more borrowing from family. No more lack. It would allow me time. That way I can grow in my music and art and hobbies. The money really just gives me time. I wouldn’t have to work a job that I don’t like. The goal is get payed doing something that I love but also teaches me things related to my interest. It’s always changing. These days I’d like to be payed to play music at bars, cafe’s, restaurants. I wanna just practise and practise and practise. Get better all the time. And be payed to do it. It seems like a magical life. For now. At some point it’ll change. It’s always changing. That’s the kinda life I want. Constantly changing, but always spiralling upwards. Constant evolution. 

    His hands are the size of diaries. I wanna talk to the aliens. To the beings around me. They are myself, after all. So I’m consciousness? Experiencing myself as a human? How many times have I done this? I guess if I’m everything and all time is now, then that question is a bit flawed? Because it would mean that if you zoom out far enough, I’m all the people on earth. I’m everything. But experiencing the illusion of feeling singular, or detached? It’s interesting. I’d love for more direct experiences. Although I have noticed that I’m so much more able to sense vibrations in my body. I can feel when it starts to resonate higher. I really feel it in the roots of my front teeth, which is so interesting. My hands as well. And it’s amazing when I can feel muscles suddenly decompress. It feels so good. It’s like they release all this tension and shake for a second, like a tiny earthquake. 

Young Friends

May 11, 2023

    Dreams 
  

      I was walking along. I saw Aksel, Owen and Nigel up ahead. They were running together towards a playground. As they pass by Aksel acknowledges me. I run with them. We run down a hill and arrive at the park. We get on this train. The train goes around in circles in the playground. There was lots of laughing. We’re our current age in the dream. 

One of Elon Musks rockets is taking off. It’s the largest rocket in the world. There’s one person inside. It’s just a test flight. The rocket takes off. It goes up and up, but not into space. The capsule with the pilot detaches and comes back down. It lands in the ocean.