March 12, 2023
Today I woke up and meditated for 30 minutes. It was the first time I’d done that in a while. I felt amazing afterwards. Then I went for a jog. I took a shower and did laundry. Later on I went out to film myself busking. There was a big thunderstorm. I rushed up the hill to drop off my resume at a little movie theatre. Then I started biking to the strip that has tons of shops. I wanted to drop off my resume to a bunch of stores. It started pouring while I was biking. I had to hide under a tree for a bit. I had tons of electronics with me. I finally made it to a Mexican chain restaurant called Guzman Y Gomez. I ordered a burrito and dropped off my resume. The manager happened to be there and she ran out from the back. She said she’d interview me right there and then. Apparently she’d been waiting for the rain to stop before she left.
We talked for a bit. She said she could hire me but she’d need me for more than just a couple months. Initially I thought I’d find a job, work for maybe a month, travel, and then come back to Caloundra when I ran out of money. Then I’d do that over and over again. But as we talked I wondered if maybe I should stay here and work for quite a while. That way I’d have tons of money saved. What if then I went travelling to South East Asia! It’s super cheap! I’d have tons of money and it would last me a while. So I’m kinda thinking that would be cool.
She said she’ll send me an email with the next steps. I really hope it works out.
Have all the monks ran away? I’ve been searching near the graves. I’ve been looking for clues. It’s as if all the robes are being burned. It’s like some kind of joke. I don’t know who to believe anymore. Every time I get happy I end up getting my feelings hurt. What the fuck is that all about? It’s like some sorta sick poker game.
I wanna jump off the bridge and see if the water opens up like a portal. I’d like to see how far down I could be pulled. At what point do celebrity scientists begin to see the truth?