I’m making my dinner right now. I posted a new video to YouTube today.
I also finished adding all my videos to a playlist on YouTube. So it’s all up there now. There’s over 200 videos!
It’s so interesting to look at all those videos. They bring back so many memories.
For some reason I really want to drink. It’s really hard. I wish I could make the cravings go away. It’s just that I frickin love the feeling of being drunk. I love it to the point that I can’t stop myself once I start. I always over-do it. I don’t need it.
I’m thinking about the future. I’m sober. I’m very happy. I feel very free and very light. Anything is possible. I’m in Tokyo. I just went out for a walk with my film camera. I’m getting the photos developed at a store. I’m gonna get the scans sent to me.
I’m waiting at a really cool cafe. They have amazing soup here. I’m editing a video. This is such a cool fucking life. I’m out doing my art. I’m healthy. I’m financially free. I’m exploring the world. I couldn’t ask for more.
I’m in Paris. Today I went for a walk. I checked out downtown. It was so cool walking between all the buildings. I have a friend here. He lives in a tall condo. He invited me up to check out the view. It was amazing. I could see the whole downtown and the Eiffel Tower in the distance.
Afterwards we went out to eat. We went to this really cool fancy restaurant for dinner. The bread was amazing. I gotta check out the Louvre while I'm here.
I feel like these travel videos are just getting better and better. And easier to make. I’m getting more confident for sure. I’m also realizing that I don’t always need to stress over every single frame. Sometimes less is more. I feel so lucky. I feel like my audience really supports me in my exploration. They almost expect each video to be different from the last. I’m so grateful. This is such a fun life.