June 16, 2022
Dreams
I’m with some man walking through a park. I tell him I wanna see Beyonce. The man says he can make that happen. We continue walking. I take a pee against a tree.
He asks if I would rather see Beyonce or if I’d rather go to a disco. I choose Beyonce, but I say I wanna go to my hotel and grab my wallet in case I wanna buy food.
I’m walking back through the streets with two other people now.
I’m in the hotel at the bar. I’m talking to Carter’s brother about a Batman remake. We’re talking about who would play who. His brother looked like McCauley Kulkin.
Some spirit bumped into me. I remember thinking that the spirit would play one of the roles, because it bumped into me right when I was wondering who should play one of the characters.
Carter and a girl and I start heading over to our room. We need to change our clothes for something. Carter’s brother starts following us. We don’t really want him to come for some reason.
We go into the room and close the door but Carter’s brother pushes it open. We get sorta angry and tell him that he can’t come in.
Now we’re in the room changing. I ask the girl if I can kiss her. We start kissing but I wake up.
Harvest all ye corn and bury it. How is it that you don’t see that there’s aliens all around you?
Why does it take you all so long to notice? How come all ye people don’t see it?
I really find that mind boggling. All these videos about ‘where are the aliens’. I find those videos so confusing. How many people need to see these things before these confused people wake up! People are seeing the aliens all the time! Every single day!
How do some scientists not understand this? Aren’t they supposed to be the smartest souls in our society? Aren’t they the ones who hold the secret?
How do they not notice it? They’re gonna look so silly, in like 50 years.
Have a fall on the bike. Feel that scrape. FUCK! YOUR skin has PEELED!
Turn that pain into GAIN! Make it your friend. Learn how to love the universe.
You’re connected to everything. I’m gonna turn you all on.
You’re gonna start going within yourselves and seeing the beauty. Oh my god you’re gonna get so excited. You’re gonna be so relieved. So relieved. Everything is gonna be ok. It always was. It’s impossible for it not to become good. It’s all amazing, and you’re gonna know it for yourself! There’s nothing you can do to stop yourself from one day understanding! You’re gonna know! Everyone is!
“The bugs were alive all night. But by morning they were dead.” I said. “Solve that riddle. Who’s got the answer?!”
Nobody knew. Surprise surprise.
I had a feeling they were all just wearing masks. I had a hunch. Ever since I saw those two scientists fucking in the stairwell I knew something wasn’t right. I should’ve photographed them.