August 12, 2022
Last night was the final super moon of the year. I went for a walk after work to check it out. I got a slice of pizza and sat by the lake. It was very bright and peaceful. I even saw a few shooting stars.
Last night I had one interesting dream in particular. I may have had more but I can’t remember.
In the dream I was walking down Beech Avenue. I remember that there were other cars, but suddenly there weren’t. I looked up towards Queen Street and saw that all the people and the traffic had disappeared. There was a silence, and things felt still and darker somehow. I knew immediately that this might have something to do with UFO’s, because it’s how many people described their experiences to Dolores Cannon. As soon as I suspected aliens my whole body seemed to be taken over. It was like all this energy was suddenly in me. I can’t remember how it felt, expect that it was very very weird. I don’t think I was in pain. It was just a very weird feeling. I remember flailing my head and my arms around sorta like a rag doll. I think I was probably trying to stay calm and not resist, but I don’t remember anything after that.
Last night I had one interesting dream in particular. I may have had more but I can’t remember.
In the dream I was walking down Beech Avenue. I remember that there were other cars, but suddenly there weren’t. I looked up towards Queen Street and saw that all the people and the traffic had disappeared. There was a silence, and things felt still and darker somehow. I knew immediately that this might have something to do with UFO’s, because it’s how many people described their experiences to Dolores Cannon. As soon as I suspected aliens my whole body seemed to be taken over. It was like all this energy was suddenly in me. I can’t remember how it felt, expect that it was very very weird. I don’t think I was in pain. It was just a very weird feeling. I remember flailing my head and my arms around sorta like a rag doll. I think I was probably trying to stay calm and not resist, but I don’t remember anything after that.
Later on in the night I had another dream where it happened again. This time I think I was able to be more accepting of it. I felt like they happened back to back so that I might become used to it. A lot of these interesting dreams often have the feeling of a ‘simulation’. They feel like a training course, like I’m learning how to integrate an experience. The dreams I feel the best from are the ones were I never react with fear during an interesting experience. The ones where I try my best to accept and just feel are the dreams that I wake up feeling the most excited from.
I remember another dream where I was in the Fox. There was a man and his wife and they were upset about something. They were arguing with me. I remember making lots of jokes. I wanted to end the arguing and bring us together. By the end of the conversation we’d become friends. We may have even hugged. That dream made me feel really good, because it’s an ability I would really like to have in day to day life.
I always want to end arguments in a positive way. Sometimes people are angry at the Fox. I don’t like it when that happens. I try so hard not to absorb their anger. Sometimes it feels like I can’t. Like they’ve decided to stay angry no matter what. I don’t know what to do in those moments. I guess I have to just accept them like that. Although part of me says no, it’s not acceptable to let people speak to you like that. Part of me really wants to learn how to debate effectively so that I don’t have to feel like I’m being stepped on. Even sometimes when I see people being rude to someone else in public. I would like to help in those situations but I don’t want to make the situation worse. Some people like Dr. Phil seem so good at taking control of a situation and steering it to a place where people can become closer. I would like to learn those tricks.
I remember another dream where I was in the Fox. There was a man and his wife and they were upset about something. They were arguing with me. I remember making lots of jokes. I wanted to end the arguing and bring us together. By the end of the conversation we’d become friends. We may have even hugged. That dream made me feel really good, because it’s an ability I would really like to have in day to day life.
I always want to end arguments in a positive way. Sometimes people are angry at the Fox. I don’t like it when that happens. I try so hard not to absorb their anger. Sometimes it feels like I can’t. Like they’ve decided to stay angry no matter what. I don’t know what to do in those moments. I guess I have to just accept them like that. Although part of me says no, it’s not acceptable to let people speak to you like that. Part of me really wants to learn how to debate effectively so that I don’t have to feel like I’m being stepped on. Even sometimes when I see people being rude to someone else in public. I would like to help in those situations but I don’t want to make the situation worse. Some people like Dr. Phil seem so good at taking control of a situation and steering it to a place where people can become closer. I would like to learn those tricks.