April 2, 2024
Today I worked at the restaurant! It sucked! I just hate it when Dimitri is there. Everything becomes chaotic and frantic. He runs around yelling like a psychopath.
Every single evening I promise myself that I’ll record my dreams in the morning. I never do. I always wake up thinking ‘well that dream wasn’t very interesting’. And so I don’t bother to record it. I usually start thinking about the dream later in the day. That’s when I begin feeling that there was something interesting.
Two nights ago I dreamed that I was in a liquor store. I was with a bunch of friends. We were at the cash register. We were about to pay for a whole bunch of beer. I remember looking outside and seeing a beautiful tree. It was the middle of the day in the summer. I was feeling so excited to drink. It was still sunny and early in the day! It was going to be a great time.
My card wasn’t accepted when I went to pay. I didn’t understand why. My friend tried his card. It didn’t work either. The man behind the counter sort of just shrugged his shoulders. I was disappointed.
The cashier came out from behind the counter. He noticed a white envelope on the floor as he approached us. He picked it up and looked inside. Apparently it held $10,000. He asked if it belonged to anyone in line.
Myself and a few others jokingly raised our hands. No one knew who it belonged to.
That dream became more interesting later on.
Yesterday I watched the first 20 minutes of the Matrix. I know that it involves themes I’m interested in. I’ve been meaning to rewatch it because of this.
One of the scenes that struck me was when Trinity said to follow the white rabbit. I thought that it was interesting. I was watching the movie on Easter, which of course is often symbolized by a rabbit.
I didn’t work yesterday. I went for a long walk through the park. I walked alongside the river and came across large steal beams that had been mangled. I assumed they were part of the earthquake wreckage. I read the plaque. They said they were from the World Trade Centre!
Last evening I went for a walk. Just as I was about to turn into the driveway I noticed something interesting. There was a $100 monopoly bill on the road. It immediately reminded me of my dream. Then I noticed that next to it was a crinkled beer can. It reminded me of the beer from the dream. Then I noticed the license plate on the car next to me. It said QEW416. That really floored me, because the QEW is a major highway in Toronto, and 416 is the area code for the part Toronto I lived in. The last few days have been nothing but planning my next move back to Toronto in around September.
I also noticed that it said Orion on the car, which is allegedly an important constellation related to pyramids around the world. I also wrote a lyric a few weeks ago that says 'Orion directs the energy into me.'
Last night I dreamt that I was in the World Trade Centre on 9/11. I was in the lobby. I knew that the first plane was coming. I ran outside and watched it enter the building. I think that many more buildings were bombed. I remember being with Mr. Beast. He was freaking out.
Today as I was walking to work I came across something interesting. I found a dead rabbit on the sidewalk. It looked very peaceful. It wasn’t at all mangled. It was just laying there. It reminded me of what Trinity said in The Matrix. I was pretty floored. It was the first time I’ve seen a rabbit here in Christchurch.