April 10, 2023
Life in one year. If I could do anything.
I would be performing music at shows. Not as on open-mic, but actually my own shows. I would be making music in a studio under some sort of contract. I’d be meeting and collaborating with really cool and creative people. I would feel free. Fulfilled. Excited. Grateful. I’d feel like I have a purpose and was making a contribution.
I would be doing something with my writing. I don’t really know what. I think a blog. That’s when it’s the funnest for me.
Basically I want to be doing what I’ve already been doing for years, but I just want to feel like people are interested and following along.
I think I’d like to continue the YouTube/travel/vlog type of videos. Also making my own music videos of course.
I’d like to be travelling the world, not having to worry about money.
I almost feel slightly weird writing these things, because at the end of the day what I really want is to feel fulfilled. And I don’t really know if I actually know what a fulfilled life will look like. I have ideas of what needs to happen for me to feel like I’m going somewhere. But I could end up being wrong. I think my biggest dream for life in a year would be to feel fulfilled. In terms of like a career. In general I feel fine. Like I’m a happy person. I’m just talking about what I’m doing with my life. The direction it’s going. How I’m spending my days.