A Free Feast

 Feb 2, 2024

    I went to the greek restaurant yesterday. I did some more training. They gave me a free souvlaki afterwards. It was delicious. 
    I would like to meet some people here in Christchurch. It was nice meeting all those people from Vipassana. I want another group of friends now. 

    The ladder was hoping to weave upwards. 
    I was just thinking about how to mix my dinner. I thought I should stir it up into a big bowl.

    Today is gonna be a great day. I’m gonna get so much done! I'll record guitar for Like A Tree. I'll do lots of meditation. I'll organize lots of files. I'll find some sorta group to join, so that I can meet people. I'll post photos to my blog. I'll practise piano! I'll learn Free As A Bird and Real Love on the piano. 

    Jack sat in the dining room. He was halfway through a bowl of ice-cream. 
    “This cream is like something from above,” he whispered. 
    A woman entered the room. It was Jack’s nurse.
    “Have you finished eating?” She asked.
    Jack threw down his spoon and wiped his mouth clean. Then he took a deep breath. He closed his eyes and shook his head. “No I haven’t! I’m not even halfway! I’m more like somewhere that you wouldn’t understand!”
    The nurse walked closer. She started to wonder if leaving Japan had been the right decision. She looked like she was on the verge of tears. 
    “Stop approaching me!” Ordered Jack. He was getting nervous. 
    “I’m here to raise you,” explained the nurse. 
Jack laughed at his luck. He carried on eating. 
    The nurse got closer and closer.

    Back in the 50’s. It was sunnier. There were always beams of light reflecting off of cars! Everything happened for a reason! Nothing was left to chance. 

    Have I been growing?
    ‘Yah. You grew two feet in your sleep.’
    Will I make progress this year?
    ‘Yah, you’re gonna start having feeling your bubble. The space around your body.’

   I bought a new pair of jeans and a new hoodie. My old pants sucked. I can’t believe I wore them for so long. I had them nearly the whole time I was in Melbourne. They were way too big for me. My old hoodie had holes in it. 
    I also bought some groceries. 

   Dreams 

    I’m jogging along the road in Toronto. It’s like running on the moon. I go so far with each stride. To stop I just stomp my feet down and skid to a stop. I think I saw Greg.

    Dad sends me an article about the filtration plant in Toronto. The article features a cutaway photo of the ground beneath the building. It shows all these rooms and chambers. There’s a bunch of alien bodies in one of the rooms. I think they’re all dead. Liam was explaining the photo to us. 

    I’m walking along the beach with someone. We’re chatting. There’s another two people up ahead. 
Me and the guy start walking back the way we came. I remember being very touchy with them. He had a female energy. 
    Then we were at a house party. The two of us were cuddling. Some annoying guy arrived. I stopped cuddling because I didn't want the annoying guy to think I was gay. He made an annoying comment anyways. He even made fun of my purple shirt.
    Later on I realized the annoying man took all my cigarettes. I grabbed them back, but I let him keep a few. 

    Dad had a new baby. He was so cute. Dad had to leave at some point so he left the baby with me. The two of us were hanging out in a room. I was trying to make him laugh. He started crying at one point.

    I was in the living room at El Pueblo. I was looking out the window. I saw this weird creature climbing through the branches. It had the body of a spider and the head of a Dorado, but more reptile like. It was as big as me. I called for mom to come see. The creature was gone by the time she arrived. 
A bit of time passed. The creature came back and entered the room through the open window! It was climbing along the ceiling. It went scurrying into a different room. I thought it went back outside. I asked mom if she saw it go out the front door. She said she didn’t. Now I got really scared, because I worried that it was still inside. 
    We listened to the news a little later. Someone said that they’d seen the giant spider at Walmart.