Pizza Day

Nov 27, 2022

On this day I woke up from a heavenly sleep. I did some reading. I’m currently reading a beautiful book called ‘Evil Wives’. It’s opened my mind in a great way. 

    
After that I went to the bathroom. I found a baby gecko on the wall. He told me he was lost. I told him how to get back outside. 

    Later on I went to Holy Taco and had some lunch. I can’t remember most of the afternoon. I was so stuffed that I must’ve slept on the grass.

    That evening we became hungry. We drove for many hours searching for pizza. We finally found a Dominos. We ordered six boxes. Pablo was so excited to start eating. He was giggling quietly. Even Yoga was becoming giddy. She was twitching in anticipation. 

    We found a table outside Holy Taco and ate our feast. Our friend Jorge was there as well. He loved his food. He couldn’t stop laughing with love. 

    After that we fell asleep for a few hours. When we awoke we drove home and went to sleep. 

I Want A Blog!

 Nov 25, 2022
    

    I’m so fucking confused. What am I supposed to do. How the fuck do I start. I want a blog. I want it to be multi-media. So there would be photos and writing and video and music. And I want it to click. To flow. To be easy. For people to see and feel. And I want some sort of structure so I can just do it and not be so fucking stressed about maintaining a following and all the stupid lame marketing shit. I don’t want to do any of that again. I hate that soooo much. It's so cringy. The stuff I put up is the stuff. I don’t want to do any stupid fucking posts like ‘go check out my page!’ I hate that shit. It’s so lame. 

Music Day

 Nov 24, 2022

    
On this day the sun sparkled through the glass and turned our house into a glittery dance club. I looked up from my pillow and saw Pablo and Yoga dancing like two prophets in love. Their eyes were locked as they danced in reverence of the great eternal fire. I clapped my hands in rhythm with their waltz. I grabbed my guitar and strummed a beautiful melody. 

    
Pablo was feeling inspired after our ritual. He said he wanted to buy musical equipment. He wanted to build a stage for Holy Taco, where we could perform our soulful songs. 

    So he and I piled into the van and drove to the music store. The man behind the counter greeted us. We asked him for help. He nodded his head and led us to the amplifiers. Then he handed me a guitar. He asked me to sing. So I sat on the floor of the store and played a melodious song for the employees. They clapped in rhythm. Pablo took off his shirt and started doing a waltz.

    After that we drove into town. Pablo dropped me off at a cafe. I had a beautiful coffee. A little later I went to Holy Taco for lunch. I was served a delicious taco. It tasted so good. 

    
I took my plate to Pablo once I’d finished. I found Pablo under the sink with his arms around his legs, rocking back and forth. I asked what was wrong. He said he needed some sugar, and quick. So I carried him to the van and we drove to the grocery store. Pablo jumped out his window and sprinted to the entrance. He grabbed a Kit-Kat off the shelf and devoured it whole.

    
After that we went back into town. There was a market that evening. Holy Taco had their own stand. I wasn’t working and so I walked around and bought some of the competitors food. Pablo and Yoga wept in horror when they saw me supporting the other businesses.

    
I ate my food on the grass and watched the sunset. It was pretty. Then I went home and slept. 

Getting Lost

 Nov 23, 2022

    This was a brutal day for me. I woke up as usual. Yoga pranced over to me. She told me she had to leave. She said that Pablo had already left. I asked her what about me? She shook her head and said ‘no’. I realized that I was on my own once again. 

    I wanted to go to a cafe. I wanted somewhere with wi-fi, because there wasn’t any at the house. Yoga let me use her data before she left. I connected to her hotspot with my phone. I took screenshots of the route I needed to walk. Then she left me. 

    So I started my journey. The sun was beating down on me. I’d never felt such heat. I walked and walked. I came to a highway. I looked at my screenshots. I didn’t understand what I was looking at. I had to guess which direction to walk. I decided to flip a coin. Heads would be straight and tails would be left. It landed on tails. 

    I walked for a while. I didn’t know where I was. I knew that I needed to walk towards the ocean. I looked around but I couldn’t see the coast line. I just kept walking and walking. 
After about an hour and a half I noticed a familiar intersection approaching. It looked like a highway. My heart sank. I realized it was the same highway where I’d flipped a coin. I’d somehow walked in a giant circle. I started screaming in anger. 

    So I just started walking down a random road. I had no hope left. Eventually I remembered that I had a compass on my phone. I started using that, since I knew the ocean had to be east. 

    I eventually came to a beautiful cemetery. I sat there for a while and rested. All the spirits were very friendly. I connected with them for a little while and then kept going. 

    After about 7 hours of wandering I finally found the beach. I sat against a wall and fell asleep for a little while. Then I suddenly woke up when I remembered that I had to get to work. I stood up and started walking to Holy Taco. 

The Ass-Man

 Nov 22, 2022

    On this day we awoke at the crack of dawn. Pablo said we had to go to the grocery store. We piled into the van and drove into town. Pablo was driving like a mad man. He was screaming out his window at all the Australians. I asked Pablo what the rush was. He wouldn’t look me in the eye. He was sweating like he was on fire. 

    We pulled into the Woolworth’s parking lot. It’s one of the big grocery stores in Australia. Pablo slammed his door and marched into the store. I followed close behind. He went to the bakery section and grabbed some cookies and coffee.

    We sat in the van and ate our feast. Pablo was laughing like a merry sailor now. He was so joyous. He had fat tears in his eyes.

    After that Pablo dropped me off at some park. I sat on a bench and watched the sky. I was beginning to feel hungry. I started walking towards Holy Taco. 

    Along the way I saw a lady standing on a ledge. She was 3 floors up. I thought that she was gonna jump. She looked like she was hiding. 

    I kept walking and came across a beautiful poster. It said that ‘Steve Irwin Day’ was fast approaching. He is still loved and missed by the Australians. He is their proudest son. 
I finally got to Holy Taco and ate some delicious food. Pablo came over to my table. He asked how I liked his food. I said I loved it. He wept in gratitude. Then he asked if I wanted to see his favourite beach. I said sure. 

    So we got in the van and went for a drive. We arrived at a beautiful beach. We sat for a while and stared into the distance. It was pretty. 

    On the drive back we saw something truly supernatural. It was Pablo who spotted the miracle. An Australian man was riding his bike, but his shorts weren’t pulled up properly. We had an astonishing view of his ass. Pablo was so moved that he decided to turn the car around. He wanted to have a second look. He ordered me to film the miracle. 

    After that we went to Holy Taco. It was time for dinner. There was no food left so we had to eat mangos. There was no clean cutlery so we had to share a large ladle. There were no seats anywhere so I had to wedge my body into a corner for protection and comfort. I was rudely photographed as I enjoyed my supper. 

    After that we went home and slept like babies. 

The Pain Begins

 Nov 21, 2022

    On this day I woke up, stretched my legs and stood up. I went and found Pablo and Yoga. They were in the closet practising deep introspection of the self. I clapped my hands and told them that I was awake. They rose and made my breakfast. 

    Pablo approached me. He said he was having problems with the van. He asked if I knew anything about mechanics. I said no. He said to go tinker around anyways and see if I could make any progress. 
So I went to the van. I inspected the engine. I poked around and tightened a few bolts. I found a bottle of yellow fluid and wondered if it might help. I poured some into a tube. I turned the ignition and the engine roared to life! 

    After that we went to look at batteries. It was fascinating. 

    After that we went to the taco shop. I ate their famous ‘Caloundra Taco’. It was so good. 
We suddenly remembered that today was mine and Yoga’s graduation! Yoga was graduating from Nursing while I was graduating with a Masters in Economics. We piled into the van and drove to the university. 
Yoga and I were given the graduation robes to wear. Pablo took some beautiful photos of us. 

    We were given our diplomas. Pablo started to get impatient with all the sitting. He began to unbutton his shirt. He started to sweat a lot and nearly fainted. I had to fan him down and pour cold water on his chest. 
The school gave us lots of food. I had a coke. It was nasty and so I had to throw it out. 

    Afterwards we walked back to the van. As we were walking we saw two kangaroos eating some grass! Pablo started screaming with joy. He hollered like an excited man. He unbuttoned his shirt in ecstasy. 
After that we went home. Yoga asked that I clean her house for her. I protested and threatened to move out. She begged me to stay. I finally complied once she agreed to invite some more Mexican friends to help us. We worked all through the night. 

    At one point Pablo began to complain about his vision. He said he couldn’t see straight. We noticed that his hair was getting long. One of the girls offered to give him a trim. I sat and watched and played some music on the guitar. 

    After about eight hours of physical labour Pablo surprised me with a delicious feast. He’d chopped some banana and strawberry and put it in cereal. We ate our dinner.
After that we went to sleep.  

First Day

 Nov 20, 2022

    I woke up from a beautiful sleep. Pablo was gone. He’d left very early to open the taco stand. He’d only had a couple hours of sleep. I got out of bed and saw Yoga! She came running over. We hugged and talked for a bit. She said that I had to get ready because we needed to go to the taco stand. So we went downstairs and got in the car. Unfortunately the car wouldn’t start because the batteries had died. We called an Uber.

    When we got to the market we found Pablo and Jorge. They gave me some free tacos. It was so delicious. The market was just ending, and so they were starting to take everything apart. I stood by and watched them work. Pablo asked if I could give them a hand but I kindly refused. I said that I’d had a long flight the day before.

    So after that we went to the beach. We took some boogie boards. There were lots of Australians swimming in the waves. Compared to Bali, the water was freezing. Compared to Canada I guess it was pretty warm. We played in the waves for a little while. Eventually I got too cold and sat on the sand. Yoga came over and sat next to me. She asked what I wanted out of my trip in Australia. I told her I just wanted some new experiences and to meet cool people and continue playing guitar and maybe even make contact with an extra-dimensional civilization. She said that sounded cool. 

    After that we went to the grocery store. I saw that they were selling Kangaroo meat. I begged Yoga and Pablo to buy it for me. They said no, because they’re both vegetarian. 

    We went to Dominos and got pizza. We bought about five boxes to share. We took our feast to the beach. As soon as the car was parked, Pablo bolted from his seat and ran over to the water. He said he’d been holding his pee since that morning. He had a nice long pee into the waves. 

    We looked at the enormous clouds as we enjoyed our dinner. The clouds seem so much bigger here compared to Toronto. They look more heavenly here. 

    After that we got ice cream. Then we drove home and went to bed. 

Australia

 Nov 19, 2022

    I woke up and realized that my time in Bali had come to an end. I went downstairs and found my dad. We ate our breakfast and talked about all the great memories we’d shared. We looked at the photos we’d taken. My dad became emotional and started to whimper. Then he started screaming in sorrow. I calmed him down. 

    One of the staff ran over and said that my dad’s taxi had arrived. My dad was leaving first because his flight was two hours before mine. He was going to fly to Thailand. He said he needed to visit a monk. He had some questions about how to speed up his ascension.

    My father and I embraced. Then he got in the taxi and left. 
I went up to my room and had some chocolate and coffee. Two hours later my taxi arrived. We drove to the airport. I boarded a plane to Brisbane, Australia. It was a beautiful flight. I watched The Shining on the TV.

    Unfortunately the flight was delayed by about 2 hours. The pilot came over the speaker and said it was because five bright lights were hovering above the Brisbane runway. They were rotating clockwise in the shape of a pentagon. Once they’d left the pilot landed our plane. 
I met up with Pablo. He was waiting for me. He drove me back to the house. Along the way we stopped and got snacks. We got McDonalds, sushi, and Monster energy drinks. It was my first meal in Australia. It was delicious. We got home at about 3 AM and went to sleep. 

The Final Day

 Nov 18, 2022

    I got out of bed and looked for my dad. He was practising meditation on the roof. I called out to him. He opened his eyes halfway. I told him to come down for breakfast. Miraculously, he began floating in perfect lotus posture. He descended gently to the ground. 

    We talked over breakfast. My dad said that I should take a Yoga class. I asked why. He said that during the night he’d awoken to a soft orange light in the corner of his room. He described how he had screamed in terror and hid beneath the bed. His anxiety turned to ecstasy as the room became charged with an intense vibration of unconditional love!  Tears streaming from my father’s eyes, he leapt from his hiding spot and prostrated himself at the Devine feet of the Saint! The Saint suggested that he take his son to a Yoga class in the morning. Sobbing uncontrollably, my father said that ‘thy wish would be granted’. I happily agreed upon hearing of this Devine encounter.

    So we rode our scooter to the Yoga class. My father waited for me in a cafe while I took the class. It was quite difficult. I was sweating a lot. I thought I might pass out. 

    Afterwards we packed our bags and took a taxi to the beach. We planned on taking the ferry back to Bali. We waited in a restaurant for the boat to arrive. I had a delicious coconut while my father enjoyed a beer. We also got lunch. 
    

    Afterwards we went down to the water and boarded our ferry. It was a beautiful ride along the sea. My father was feeling tired and so he slept. 

    Upon arriving in Bali, we got a taxi and drove to our new place. It was right in town. I bought some coffee and chocolate to celebrate. After that I went for a massage. It was only $8 for a full hour. It was very luxurious. 

    Later that night we went for dinner. We noticed that there was a beautiful turtle preservation next to the restaurant. There were many turtles, young and old. My father asked them telepathically how they were feeling. They communicated to him that they were confused about where they were. They didn’t understand why they weren’t in the ocean. My father soothed them by singing ‘Feliz Navidad’. 
After that we went home and slept our final night in Bali. 

The Eternal Bump

 Nov 17, 2022

I awoke from a deep sleep with my father nibbling at my ears. We asked each other what we’d dreamt about. After a few hours of soulful chit-chat we got up from bed and went for breakfast. It was tasty. 
After that my dad said he was still hungry. We boarded our scooters and went for brunch. We came to a restaurant overlooking the ocean. We ate and talked about celebrities who were cancelled but made magnificent comebacks. 

After that we decided to drive to a famous cave. It was supposed to be a very holy spot. We got there on our scooters. When we arrived we were asked to wear robes around our waists. My dad really liked wearing his. 

A priest put some water on our heads. Then we entered a tiny hole in the rocks. It was very narrow and the ceiling was low. There were bats flying all about. My dad accidentally got stuck as he was entering. He started screaming and calling out for help. Two of the men had to run over. They used paddles to slap his ass and dislodge him. 

After that we walked through the inside of the mountain. It was very big on the inside. There were even small temples built. The air was vibrating with love.

We made our way to the exit. As we were leaving my dad got stuck once more. He started howling in freight. His hands had gotten stuck down by his waist. The men had to pull him out by his nose. 
After that we went to a beautiful beach. It was very scenic. We walked down a treacherous path to get to the ocean. I played in the waves for a little while. My dad was feeling tense from earlier so he took a nap against a rock.

Afterwards we drove our bikes back into town. Along the way my dad asked if we could stop for a treat. We pulled over to a store and got some popsicles. We gazed out into the ocean as we ate. 
After that we stopped for dinner. We went to a beautiful Italian restaurant. I had a pizza. I met a saintly hound under the table and pet his head.
Later on we went home and slept. 

Through the heart lies a pot of gold. It shimmers and blows up from time to time. It even collapses in on itself just so that it can form again. It loves doing that. It’s only love. 

Also if you close your eyes you can start to remember just where you come from. It’s easy. But also hard. But that was what you wanted. You wanted to make sure that you would have this lifetime in order to complete certain tasks and to trigger certain memories. 

I know I know. It should all be finished. But that’s so weird. We don’t understand those questions too well. That why you’re there. You went to be able to bring back info about what it’s like down there. You’re meant to just collect and observe. You can just stand back and watch and know that everything will be just fine. You’re safe and we’re always with you. In you and around you. 

It does feel like you question a lot. Like you won't know if these things are real. You know they’re real but there’s a block. Like it isn’t completely obvious just yet. That’s ok. Its natural. We wouldn’t expect it to be any other way. We would say to remember how sceptical you were at first about UFO’s. Now it’s just common sense that they’re real. It took a while to get you to that place. It also helped you by seeing that physical object in the the sky. You can have similarly powerful and visceral experiences in your meditation. It might just mean that you need to set aside more time to going inside and exploring. It’s worth it. You’ll be happy that you did the work in this lifetime. This life time is really a great gift for you. You were chosen to come here and experience the planet at this critical time. When all is changing. When all is coming together for the greater good of the whole. It is turbulent and chaotic, just like boiling water before it reaches its full boil. You’ve already done lots of work on yourself, and this is really going to propel you forwards. The fear that you feel is natural. It’s coming up for you to feel. You may feel intense pleasure, longing, loneliness from time to time. It’s like you are processing these feeling. You agreed to go there and be a vessel for these energies to pass through. Because you know how to let them slide through you without getting too bogged down and trapped. You can do this for others by just being around them. You can also do this by being alone in your room. All are connected, so every time you feel a strong surge of emotion, you are really feeling this on behalf of all. You can feel that emotion and let it pass through you and this is helping the mass consciousness of your planet and species. It does make a difference. It does purify things ever so slightly. And there are millions of people doing this, so don’t feel like you’re carrying out this mission alone. It’s a great collaborative process, and you have a very loving team watching and supporting you.

You’re doing a great job down there on earth and we love you so much. Pleas connect to us more often. 

We love it when you feel for us during your meditation, your music, your looking out over the horizon, because we get to feel your emotions, and we get to have a better idea of how the universe looks through human eyes. A human who is on the earth at this time. It’s a very entertaining and stunning time. This doesn’t happen often. Thank you. 

The Cliff Of Courage

Nov 16, 2022

    On this day I awoke and got up from bed. I yawned and threw on some clothes. I looked for my dad. I found him at the bottom of the swimming pool, deep in meditation. Once he was done we enjoyed some breakfast and talked about our feelings and memories of childhood. It felt so good to let go of the pain we’d been holding on to. 

  

    We decided to go for a ride on our scooters. My dad suggested that we go to a beach. We boarded our scooters and rode along the coast. It was a beautiful ride. The scenery was very pretty. It was fun to drive along the twisting roads. 

    Eventually we arrived to the top of a mountain. We walked to the edge and saw the beautiful view of the Pacific Ocean. We couldn’t believe we were so high up. My dad started having vertigo. I threw some water in his face to calm him down. He was feeling better in no time.

    We decided to walk down to the beach. The path was quite treacherous. It went down along the face of the cliff. It got scarier and scarier. Eventually the concrete steps ended and it was just dirt. Then it became vertical and we had to use ropes to lower ourselves. My dad really started getting scared at this point. He began to mutter prayers under his breath. I could hear him sobbing quietly behind me. 

    We finally arrived at the beach. My father kissed the ground with joy. We played in the waves for a few hours. The water was warm like a bath. My dad didn’t want to leave. I told him that we needed to go home. He didn’t want to climb back up the mountain. 

    We began our ascent. It was very treacherous, especially now that we were wet. Many people were falling. Some fell all the way down to the rocks below. We could hear their screams of horror. At one point we even passed Alex Honnold. He was attempting to free solo the cliff. He had become paralyzed with fear. He held out his hand and begged me to help him. I said I couldn’t because I was already carrying my dad on my back, who by now was screaming uncontrollably and cursing the Lord for punishing him. 
After a few hours we finally reached the peak. We were so relieved.

    We drove into town and stopped for dinner. A holy pooch was waiting for me under the table. He joined me on my seat and asked for a belly rub. I agreed. After dinner we went home and slept like babies. 

Out On The Water

 Nov 15, 2022

    I knew it was time to rise when I heard a melodious chant coming from outside my walls. I opened my door and found my father waiting for me in the hallway. He had a devilish grin spread across his face. He’d been waiting there all night. He was eager to start the day. We ate breakfast and said goodbye to our host. I apologized once more for crashing two of her scooters. She said it was ok. 
We got our bags and met our taxi. We asked to be driven to the ferry terminal. We planned on visiting a nearby island. Our driver was nice. He and my dad laughed the whole way there. They shared jokes about foreigners. 

    We arrived to the ferry terminal and ordered some lunch. A hungry cat came by and asked for a piece of fish. I shared some of my feast. Then a large rooster arrived. He also asked for a piece of tuna. I said sure. I began handing him some tuna, when suddenly my dad jumped out from behind a bush and seized the hen. He wrestled with the beast for a few minutes. Then he carried the hen to the kitchen. I could heard the cock crying out for mercy. My papa returned with a large bucket of KFC. I asked where it came from. He just laughed and handed me a fried leg.

    Afterwards we boarded the ferry. It was a peaceful ride. The view of Bali was beautiful. My dad was so full from lunch. He slept the whole way.

    After about 40 minutes we arrived at the island. It’s called Nusapenida. Our luggage was carried to shore by the sailors. My dad was scared that they would drop our bags in the ocean.  He started screaming at the men. He was ordering them to be careful. One of the sailors decided to taunt my dad. He picked up one of our guitars and was pretending to play it in front of everyone. This made my dad start to cry in frustration. I had to calm him down. Once we’d gathered our luggage we got a taxi and drove to our new house. 

    We immediately went for a swim in the pool. It was so refreshing. 

    After that we went for dinner on the beach. I met a holy pooch. I sat on the beach overlooking Bali and pet his head. The dog asked me my name. Our dinner arrived and so I went to eat. We got two big fish. It was very tasty. After that we went home and fell asleep. 

The Centre Of My Heart

 Nov 14, 2022

    I can’t remember the morning of the 14th. I think I just woke up and went downstairs to eat. The food tasted like good vitamins. I knew it was healthy for my dad and I. 

    We talked about what we should do with our day. My dad wanted to play his guitar in the intersection for all to hear. I told him not yet, that it was too early in our development. I suggested we go look at the monkeys, since they were something he might relate to. 

    We wandered through some back alleys and found ourselves in the sacred monkey forest. There were chimps everywhere. My dad started crying and telling everyone that he was home. I tried to calm him down but he was determined. He escaped from my arms and climbed a vine, tears streaming from his eyes. 

    I was surprised to overhear some of the chimps speaking English. I guess they’ve learned a few words in order to attract treats from tourists, like how bears wave at people. I heard one monkey asking for directions. I heard another one calling for help. He’d gotten trapped between the jaws of my father. The monkey was begging for assistance. I stood back and observed. It wasn’t my job to interfere. 
After that we stumbled across a beautiful ceremony. We sat and watched. I could feel the blessings begin activating dormant strands of my DNA. 

    We continued on through back alleys. We came across two holy pooches. They said their names were George and Mike Myers. We played with them for a few hours and exchanged contacts. 
We made our way to an important temple. It was very beautiful. The air was vibrating at a high frequency. I felt the little hairs on my cheeks stand on end. My dad was so in awe that he could barely open his eyes. He began chanting loud and clear to prove his devotion. Afterwards we went to a nearby Starbucks to cool ourselves off with some beautiful drinks. 

    That night we went for dinner and got seated next to a lovely Australian couple. We talked about Kanye West and Justin Trudeau and the education system of our homes. 

    After that we went home and slept.

A Clash of Concepts

 Nov 13, 2022

I woke up to a strange sound. It sounded like a lady doing breathing exercises in the next room. It weirded me out. I found out later it was jut a rooster. I floated out of bed and saw the sun rising over Ubud. I saw the moon up in the sky. 

    I went downstairs for breakfast. I found my dad staring at the wall and laughing uncontrollably. 

    We were served delicious eggs and coffee. I even met a handsome corgi. I thought I was hallucinating. It seemed too good to be true. His smile was overwhelming. I stroked his head and thanked him for materializing.

    After breakfast we headed to the garage. We boarded our scooters. We planned on visiting the nearby volcano. As we were pulling out I gave the scooter too much gas. I lost control and accidentally drove it straight into a parked scooter. I was trying to apply the brakes but I couldn’t get it under control. I basically rode over the top of the parked scooter, knocking it over, and then went flying towards some pots. They got smashed. I finally came to a stop. I looked around and saw bits of plastic and metal everywhere. I’d done quite a bit of damage to the other scooter. The owner came running out. I thought she was gonna start screaming and crying or something. She just looked around and said it was ok. I felt so bad. I wanted to crawl into a ball and go to sleep. She said she’d take it to the mechanic and let me know how much I owed her. 

    
So after that we drove up the volcano. We drove for about an hour and a half. We had to go way, way up. We eventually arrived to the top. It was quite beautiful. We were in the clouds and there was a whole town in there, as well as a big lake. We went to a cafe and had some lunch. Then we went to some hot springs. It was nice and warm. I got a wonderful massage from some lady who said she’d lived in the volcano all her life. She even cut my nails.

    After that we went to look at the dried lava fields. They were big and black and looked scary. My dad was so moved that he began singing a lovely song to prove his devotion. 

    After that we rode home. It felt like a long ride. I started getting really stressed out. I’d only ridden a scooter for two days and had already been in a crash. All around me were people who were basically born on scooters. And there’s dogs running across the road. And there’s no rules. And there’s people throwing rocks at me from the sidewalk, telling me to go back to Toronto. 

    We eventually made it back to a little restaurant. There was as a tiny black cat who comforted me.

Exploring The Soul

 Nov 12, 2022

    I woke up as usual from a glorious slumber. I rolled out of bed and fell on the floor. Then I met up with my papa and went for breakfast. Along the way I saw ducks eating lentils off the sidewalk. I got so excited. 

    We ate some eggs and had coffee and watched the geckos climb the walls. It was our last day in that particular house. 
After breakfast we packed our suitcases. I made sure to steal a few things from the house so that I would have beautiful memories to look back on.
We ordered a taxi. While we waited my dad ordered me to go get us some chips. I walked the narrow streets and was nearly run over several times. I arrived at a store and bought some chips. The cashier told me I reminded her of Brad Pitt. I thanked her and we hugged. Then I walked back.

    So the taxi came and we were driven to our next house. It took an hour. We passed the time by sharing memories from our childhoods. My dad shared traumatic stories of growing up with parents who yelled a lot. I opened up and told him about some of my insecurities from when I was in middle school. We arrived at our destination as new people.

    I was pleased to find that my bedroom was way up on the third floor. I could see for miles. I could see the curvature of the planet from up there. I even saw beings from the Arcturian star system observing our beautiful planet from their craft. They said ‘hey’ by communicating telepathically through my heart space. 

    It suddenly began to rain. My dad and I went to a cafe and had coffee. Once again we chatted about our feelings. It was therapeutic and nourishing. Then we went to a restaurant and sat on the floor. We were served beautiful food. We chatted some more about our emotions. 

    After that we finished the night by going to a bar. We listened to live music. I had a hard time there because of the bright flashing lights. It felt like daggers stabbing my retinas. I stood up on the table and begged the owners to turn it off. No one listened. We payed our bills and went home. 

Beautiful Bali

 Nov 10,  2022

    I woke up and lay in bed for a while. I was thinking about how I’m upside down relative to everyone in Toronto.  

    I got dressed and went for breakfast with my papa. We laughed and talked about Jay Leno and stuff like that. We ate some eggs and drank coffee. It made us kinda high. 

    We made our way into town on some scooters. It was my first time driving them and I actually ran over two dogs. It’s my dads fault for not training me properly. 

    After we burned the dogs we went to a restaurant and got some more food. It was yummy. Then we went to a temple. We went there because my dad and I both needed to beg for forgiveness. We were both really bad this past year. We did some bad things and hurt some good people, especially my dad. 

    So yah, luckily we were forgiven. We went to a second temple on the edge of a cliff and looked out over the Pacific Ocean. It was so big and vast. It blew my mind and made me weep. There was so much water.
I saw a monkey snatch a ladies glasses and run up a tree. Some other lady ran over to help. She screamed and threw snacks at the monkey. She was trying to make a trade. It worked, and the monkey returned the glasses.

Starting Over

 Nov 9, 2022

    So I was at home when suddenly I got bored. I called out for some help. That's when the light shone through and turned me on. So I went to my computer and bought some plane tickets. I just clicked that button and did it. 

    And so over the next weeks I sold all my stuff and quit my job and quit everything and just threw in the towel and completely gave up. I cried down at Lake Ontario and asked for some guidance. I was shown a spiral staircase with ruby diamonds. It reminded me of something. 

    So then I walked out the door with a suitcase full off clothes and some random stuff to survive. I was pretty confused. I figured I’d made a mistake. 

    The taxi came and picked me up and took me to the airport. I boarded a plane and flew that bird high into the sky. I made a bee-line straight for Australia. I had this dream a year ago where my dad said I’d do that. I wasn’t surprised that it was happening for real now. 

    I landed in Sydney and ate McDonald’s. I felt so gross and so I had to crawl into a corner and weep as my stomach died. Then I flew another plane to Indonesia. It felt like the right thing to do. I landed and was pleased to find my suitcase was gone. It was back in Sydney. Whatever, I don’t need those clothes anyways. I got another ride to some house and randomly found my dad there waiting for me. We embraced and shared stories. We talked about how we were so confused these days. We went to sleep. 

    I woke up and remembered I was in Indonesia. I went outside and found all these green shrubs. I was so excited.