Man Planting

  July 28, 2022

    Dreams

I’m at Nigel and Austin’s house. I’m in a cabin on their property and there’s a girl with me. I’m trying to escape this girl. I jumped through a screen door and escaped. She had a gun and I knew she was going to try and shoot me. I ran up a hill and escaped. 
I met up with Nigel and Austin and their dad at another small cabin. They asked if I wanted any pancakes. I said no thanks, and that I would make myself dumplings. Their mom showed up and we all had to hide. There was an entrance to the subway that I wanted to get to. I wanted to escape and get home. The dad went over to the mom and they started arguing. The dad was saying that they needed a dishwasher around. Liam felt very guilty, because he may have been the one to suggest they get a dishwasher. He felt guilty that it was causing a fight. 

    I’m in Toronto in the winter. There’s snow and ice everywhere. I’m walking through downtown with some people. We pass Union Station. There’s a race going on. People are riding these little go kart things. They’re driving them across the road, which is covered in ice. 
We have to cross a bridge over the rail tracks. One of the carts gets into a crash. I turn and see the driver holding her jaw in pain. 
We make it to the end of the bridge. There’s something on a counter. I pick it up. I have to hide it. I think I put it in my pocket. 
I exited the bridge the way I came. It’s now the 1950’s. I was enjoying looking at the cars. 

    Me and someone else were hanging out with Bille Eilish and her dad. We were at the cafe at the top of the road. There was this weird moment where I turned away from everyone. I was looking down and then looked up very slowly. I saw Billie Eilish’s dad staring at me very intensely. He was standing in the road wearing a tie-dye shirt. He was much younger than he was before. This sorta freaked me out, because I realized what it implied. Something to do with time had just happened. Either he was coming from the past or I had gone into the past. I kinda wanted to get away, but the person I was with got excited. She went over to his van and then they both got in. I think Billie was there too but she was a little girl now. I kinda walked away, trying to calm myself down I think. 
As this was happening I was getting strong thoughts about the beings that seeded humans. I was just thinking about them while all this was happening. Something about the father was giving off their vibe for some reason. It was reminding me of how beings came here and seeded us. 

Statues In My Room

Jul 23, 2022

    Dreams 

    I’m in this huge room. It’s like if you took a 10 storey building and just hollowed out the inside. There were other people there with me. It was like we were learning how to float around. I would wiggle around and I could float. It was so fun. 
There was also this feeling I had the whole time. It was this feeling of being so happy and knowing who I was. It was a spiritual feeling. It was like being closer to my spirit. I was really understanding death not being a thing. 
I was having so much fun floating up to the highest point in the room. There was a skylight. There were also some platform near the top where you could sit. I went up there to meditate. There was also a section that had all these sleeping rabbits. I remember one rabbit saw me. I felt like the rabbit was disturbed by seeing a person.
I floated over to a very pretty girl I went to high school with. I was hanging out with her and feeling very good. Later on there was a teacher. I had my head against the girl’s legs as the teacher was teaching. 
I think the girl and I started dating. I remember being at her house. She would go to work. She would say bye to me while I was lying on the couch. I remember her telling me that her mom had died. After a few days I felt like she was getting annoyed with me. 
At one point I was out on the sidewalk with some people telling them that they can float. I showed them. I started hovering. I couldn’t move as easily as I could back in the big room. I was just floating above the sidewalk. The people thought it was pretty cool.
I really wanted to go back to the hall. I walked to the hospital building where it took place. There was this viewing area where you could watch people inside. There were some people who were meditating in the viewing area. I joined them. There was a very spiritual feeling about this place.
Eventually I returned to the hall with the girl I was dating. I felt like she’d became very nice to me again. I remember thinking that she must’ve become one with everything, which allowed her to know what I was thinking and how I was feeling. Basically to see in my head. She was very empathetic afterwards. 
I can’t quite describe the joy and excitement I was feeling in that room. I felt so much closer to who I really am. Floating felt so natural. 

    I’m walking to Nana’s. I’m passing the grocery store. There’s all these drinks in the parking lots in crates. They’re a Chinese company. There’s this audio that’s advertising the drinks. It’s playing over the parking lot. I walk to the entrance of the store. As I’m walking I’m thinking about how the Higher Beings must’ve given us the technology for public transport. I felt that they’d shared this with us at some point in our development. 

    I’m trying to use a self-checkout machine. It’s not working. I have to grab my things and go to one of the cashiers. 

    Someone is dyeing my hair and trimming my eyebrows. I want it dyed blonde, but she says she doesn’t want that. She wants to dye it blue, but I say I’ve already had blue hair. 

    
At one point I woke up in the night. I immediately got out of bed and looked out onto the patio. I don’t know why. I guess I was looking for something. I got back in bed and had this really weird feeling that Elvis had been in the room. I felt like his spirit had been there. 

    I’m with the guys from Yes Theory. We’re in this dark underground room. The floor is covered in sleeping bags. One of the guys starts vomiting. The rest of us are laughing. We move away from him and try to cover the vomit with more sleeping bags. I see there’s a door that’s closed. I suddenly notice there’s a man standing in front of the door. I can barely see him. I get scared and tell the other guys. It’s Anthony Bourdain. He starts walking over and we notice that he’s really drunk. We have no difficulty pushing him right over. 

Jack's Big House

 July 22, 2022

    Dreams

  

      I’m getting a tour of Jack’s house. It’s very big. Everything is falling apart. The walls are all chipped. The floor is dirty and there’s holes in the carpets. Owen is living with them for some reason. They show me how some steps are even missing. You have to climb the walls to get to one of the rooms. 

    I’m shown the parent's washroom. It’s beautiful. It’s huge. There are huge windows everywhere, but we’re very high up so people can’t see inside. There’s three different ways to bathe. There’s a huge shower, a second shower where you sit down like in a tub, and then this great big sorta hot tub that you can sit in. I get in with Jack. I can feel the heat of the water. This is when I wake up. 

  

      I’m filming a music video for Che. I’m not enjoying it. Someone is telling me what to do and it’s really annoying me. I want to leave.

    I’m working at the fox. The movie has started. I come out into the lobby and find a group of people. They’re asking about the schedule. 

 

       As they leave I walk outside with them. I point out how the sky is turquoise. Then I notice it’s the same colour as one of the ladies sweaters. I point this out as well. 

   

     I’m with April. She’s back in town, visiting. I’m very excited to see her, but she seems annoyed. I think she’s in a bad mood. It was like pulling teeth just getting her to chat. 

    At one point I was even trying to cuddle with her. It wasn’t sexual, but more like how I would cuddle with my mom. I kept accidentally pinching her by accident and she was getting annoyed with me. 

Dinner For 22

 July 21, 2022

    Dreams

    I’ve climbed up a huge dump truck. It’s as tall as the skyscrapers. I’m looking down on some construction sites for condos close to the waterfront. 
Someone gets in the truck and we start driving. I’m still way up top. I have to hold on tight. I’m kinda hanging off the edge. It’s sorta nerve racking but fun. I feel safe as long as I hold on tight. 
There’s a cat with me. I have to hold her tight so she doesn’t fall. 
    The shape of the truck changed. It became more like the shape of a cargo freighter, in that the driving seat was up top at the rear, and the ‘bucket’ of the truck was below. There was this big pole that was above the bucket. Like a tank’s cannon. I was sitting there with the cat. The driver stopped very suddenly. The cat fell into the bucket, which was full of groceries. The cat started hissing like crazy at the driver. I jumped down and got the cat. I put her in a bag. I got back onto the pole.

    One of the ladies who lives at El Pueblo was in my dream. She was Carter’s mom in the dream. We were all in her unit eating food. 

    Lots and lots of colours are coming your way. Can you feel them? I think you’re onto something. Have you gone inside? Have you gone deep into the feeling you get in your body? Just stay with that warmth, and don’t be afraid to recognize the happiness you feel from time to time. Point it out to yourself.
    Lots of times we start to feel like we’re sinking. I know it’s happening  at times when you least expect. I know that this is not what you wanted. I promise that it’s normal. Much more normal that you realize. It can be also be beneficial. It’s a part of your experience. 

    You’re always growing. It’s like when your limbs were getting longer when you were growing up. It hurt when this happened, but you felt excited at the same time. This is a helpful way to look at difficult situations. 

    Remember that you’re just pure love and light. See yourself as all that is and all that ever was. It’s sorta like being in the centre of a plaza and everyone is around you, hugging you. They love you very much. You can’t see them right now but they’re there with you all the time. It's happening very intentionally. Lean into those memories you had. The ones you had when you were a kid. Those recurring dreams that you sometimes experienced. It’s all meant for something. It’s all speeding up. It’s going to be ok. I have such faith in you. I have such a good feeling about you. I want you to know that even though the sun is going to set, you are not. You are always shining like a bright fire. You need to really understand this part. There’s really nothing to fear. You’re on the most amazing mission. It’s very big. Much bigger than your house and your street and your job and your hobbies. It’s much, much bigger. 

    All the lights in the house are like little points of awareness. It’s totally cool. 

    I’M COOL! I’M AN ADDICT WITH NO ONE TO LOVE MOI

A Confident Dreamer

July 20, 2022

Had I taken him earlier he would’ve burned up in the atmosphere. You know that. Don’t be so naive. 

You have to wait a little while. You need to warm up to us. You’re not there just yet. You’re making good progress but it’s not like something that you understand. That’s ok because we don’t expect you to know everything. You’re so alive. That’s good news. You’re really a ball of love and light.
Remember when you were a kid and you saw that owl? That was us!
I love you so much.
I feel. 

I know this feeling. It’s a shifting feeling. To you it might feel very slow and boring. Maybe even unnecessary. It’s not bad. It’s growth. It’s like huge ice sheets. They look slow and gradual. But look at the land after they’ve passed. It’s totally different. This is what’s happening to you right now. 

I can’t tell you what I am yet. But you’ll know soon. For now it’s great that you keep moving into your body. I know that hearing Carter is hard. He will be ok. He will understand soon. You all will. It’s a wild ride, and it’s about to get really weird for some of you. It’s very very exciting. Everything is. It’s always changing and becoming more. 

You’re doing such a great job. Everyone loves you. It’s all amazing and full of flowers. You’re gonna be something great. You’ve been so many things before. It’s all happening for a reason, in a way you can’t quite understand. Don’t use your head too much. It’s not really that useful for this kind of stuff. You’re better off feeling your body. Even the air. Just feel the sounds of nature. Hear the birds and see the fish. You’re all in the ocean together. It’s such a beautiful place to be. 

I know you’re hot. I know. This is ok. Remember, you’re evolving. Congratulations. We love how much effort you put into everything that you do. You inspire us all the time with your joy and your excitement. 

Even just being alone is growth. It’s not the only way to grow. It’s not always the fastest. See your vision of playing in the streets. See your vision of the skyscrapers at sunset. The massive energy. The flying beams of light and love that you see. Lean into that. It’s real and it’s waiting for you. You can see it, so show it to everyone else. Let them see it as well. Let them see the universe that exists on your planet. The wonders are not exclusive to outside and beyond your world. We often get just as much enjoyment from watching your planet. It is so different from where we are in many ways. Your culture is so interesting in how it changes. It can be influenced more easily than you think. It can be directed in a more positive place. Visions of a peaceful world are not science fiction. They can be real, and they are real in other parts of the galaxy. Your world can be this. Don’t worry about the end of your planets existence. It’s not real in the way you think. It’s going to be ok. Everything always will be. 

Dreams

A doctor is coming to see me in my house. He’s asking how I’m feeling. I tell him I’m constipated. I’d eaten eggs earlier.

I’m hooking up with Kendall Jenner. I think something ended up going wrong. 

I’ve just come home. Tyler is in the dining room with a friend. His friend looks more and more like Tyler as time goes on. Tyler tells me he has a new idea for the house. He says that anytime anyone makes food we should share a portion with the rest of the house. I tell I don’t like the idea. I won’t do it. Tyler and his friend are very upset at first. I don’t back down. 

I felt a certain confidence throughout my dreams. I remember feeling sure of myself quite a bit. I remember at one point being in a mall and going up to a girl and using a hypnotic technique to get her to hook up with me, and it worked! Usually in my dreams as soon this starts happening I lose confidence and I wake up, or it just falls apart. I didn’t know I was dreaming last night, though.

I kept waking up in the morning thinking that I had to keep track of orders at the Fox. I was dreaming that I was serving customers. I couldn’t remember if I needed to remember this stuff or if I was just dreaming. It was sorta confusing. 

Rocket Ships

  July 7, 2022

Dreams

It’s nighttime. I need to go to nana’s. I walk up to the corner to wait for the streetcar. It’s not coming so I start walking to the next stop. I see the streetcar coming. I start running to make it to the next stop. I start telling myself ‘I AM GOING TO CATCH THE STREETCAR’. I’m very determined. I’m sort of floating very fast to the next stop. The street car stops earlier than I expected. I have to stomp my feet down into the ground to slow down. I turn around and jump from the sidewalk all the way into the door just as it’s closing. It shakes the whole streetcar. There’s a Scottish man sitting there who is impressed but says it startled him. I say sorry. 
Brian and I are on the computer in a house. We’re looking at iPhones. I look out the window. I see two people walking up the path. It’s Miranda and her boyfriend. They stop in front of the door and are saying bye to each other. I think they kiss. I realize that I’m in Miranda’s house and that she’s about to come in. I realize I’ve been there before. She walks inside but doesn’t acknowledge us. She goes into another room.
I’m going on a date with a girl. I think we’re going downtown to an open-mic so she can watch. We go to a little restaurant on the way to the bus stop. The food is taking forever to arrive. We finally get part of it, but they say the rest will be another 30 minutes. We leave. We got these sugary coffee drinks from a store. I’m starting to get super hyper. At first she finds it funny. Then I start sliding down the hill somehow. At the bottom I’m rolling all over the ground. I’m having fun but she thinks it’s weird at this point. 
Now we’re waiting for the bus with a bunch of people. These two fat young guys are throwing sticks into the trees behind me. They’re almost hitting us. I go over and tell them to stop, but they don’t want to. A bunch of us start arguing with them. Eventually I take a really deep breath and realize it’s ok. I can just move somewhere else. It doesn’t seem to be as big of a deal anymore. 
I also realize that I don’t have to keep being with this girl anymore. I didn’t really want to go on a date with her anyways. Everything seems less complicated. 
Me and some lady owned a rocket ship company I think. We were also a couple. We were being interviewed at one point. We were also on the couch together cuddling and making out.